Tracey.
I have been feeling very sick and haven't been able to put anything in my stomach. I feel horrendous anytime I smell food, cologne, or just about anything that has a scent.
I haven't been able to leave the house for three days, I am always tired and feeling sleepy. I know I should probably go to the hospital for a checkup, but I'm so weak that I can't drive myself down there.
I feel so alone and miserable.
I am still indecisive about what I want to do with this baby. I know every child has a right to live, but it hurts that all this pregnancy brings me is nothing but bad memories.
The ones I try so hard to push behind me.
Devin put me in this condition and I hate him even more, I hate him for toiling with my heart and emotions and I hate him for refusing to stay in the past.
