I've been in my room all through the day after I packed the things into the room and arranged it, I was supposed to be so much excited about this room since it is what I have always wanted to have a room of my own for myself without being a servant . To have a room where I can no longer be wearing the clothes made for servants. I am supposed to be glad, I am supposed to be rejoicing and dancing with happiness but it seems that it's going to be my worst nightmare since things have changed within the few hours that have passed and for the past day now.
I locked myself in the room thinking about everything that has happened and what I am supposed to do, should I just stay on my own or should I go see Philip to explain myself to Philip. what Philip does not want me anymore, I mean it isn't
