After arguing with Kasyn for what felt like forever.... He ended up staying the night.
I made Kasyn sleep on the floor though. I thought that was best. I honestly wasn't sure if I could keep my hands to myself.
However, I was having a hard time falling asleep. I just have too much on my mind. Too much has happened.
Obviously, I keep thinking about Kasyn, and everything that's happened between us. I can't stop thinking about the things he's said tonight though. Kasyn's still a jacka.ss, but he's still as sweet as he used to be to me. All of his care over my back, and... him stopping us earlier.
I really thought we were going to keep going. I was hoping for it in that moment. I wanted it. I wanted him. More than I've ever wanted anything in my life. I was practically drooling over him.
