The Thief ( Twins BxB )

Chapter 4

Warning: For mature readers only.

I opened my eyes when I felt Sandro's even breathing. I'm glad hindi siya natuloy sa Canada. Baka namatay na ako kanina dahil sa bangungot na ‘yun, ang bangungot ng aking madalim na nakalipas.

I smiled as my finger touched his pointed nose and his thick manly lips. I am so lucky to have him. Akala ko wala na akong pag-asa. I thought wala nang magmamahal at tatanggap sa akin. Si Sandro ang nagpatunay na may magmamahal pa sa akin. Kahit na lalaki siyang tulad ko, kahit na madilim at masakit na kahapon ang nakadikit pa rin sa katawan ko, nagawa pa rin niya akong tanggapin at mahalin. He is my savior. He is my life. Dahil sa kanya, ninais ko ang magpatuloy na mabuhay.

I clenched my hand above his chest when some memories of my dark past started pouring in.

...

"Mom?!" gulat akong napabangon mula sa aking pagkakahiga when I saw who was giving me a head.

"Hello, son. I wanted a taste." She seductively smiled at me. Oh God. Don't tell me...

"Oh, Vincent. Do you think I do not know what my husband has been doing to you all these years? He was f*****g you at any chance he gets. On our bedroom, on our shower, on the kitchen, on the garden, here in your bed. I saw it all. Watched it all. Nakakainggit. It was okay to me as long as he satisfies me in bed. Hindi ka naman mabubuntis. And he let me rest while he f***s his frustrations on you. But these few months, he turned cold. Akala ko dahil nagkakaedad na siya. But whenever I watch on the cctvs installed all over the house, all I see is him f*****g you hard all over the house. I even saw you at the pool and that was so damn hot. Now, I wanted a taste of what my husband enjoyed from you." Nakatulala lang ako sa mga sinasabi niya. I suffered for five f*****g years as her husband's b***h. And now, sasali pa siya?! God! At the age of seventeen, I've already experienced this humiliation.

"Oh c'mon, Vincent. Its your 17th birthday today. Hindi ba pwedeng ito na lang ang hilingin kong kapalit ng ng mga ginastos ko sa party mo kanina? Mag-eenjoy ka rin naman. Hindi kagaya ng ginagawa sa’yo ng daddy mo na ikaw ang laging pinapasok. This time, you will experience real s*x. Kung nag-aalala ka sa daddy mo, ayun tulog na tulog siya sa pinainom kong gamot," pangungumbinsi pa niya sa akin. Napangisi siya nang tumango ako.

I closed my eyes tightly. For the past years, I've been abused repeatedly by my so-called dad. And yeah, by some of his friends without his knowledge and sometimes with his knowledge. From the doctor who circumcised me, to his business partner, to his lawyer, to his brother, to his brother-in-law. Yeah. I was f****d up literally and figuratively by men who meet me. I don't know why they love abusing me. My dad keeps saying I was still so tight after all these years. Even his friends who got to abuse me for another painful f**k would tell me how a good f**k I am. Hindi raw ako lumuluwag. I was always tight unlike the others who were constantly f****d up in the ass. I wanted to fight back. I did once pero hindi na naulit dahil sa takot ko sa daddy ko. It happened with my dad's brother-in-law, my mom's brother, four years ago. He was on vacation. My Uncle Brent was 25 years old at that time, an architect in Canada. He decided to spend his Christmas break with us. When he first saw me, hindi niya na ako hiniwalayan. He even found the courage to make my mom agree for him to sleep at my bedroom one night without my and my father's knowledge. Para raw bantayan ako dahil may business na pupuntahan si Mom and my dad was on a business trip.

I was in the shower when he joined me. Totally naked like me. He was so strong. One punch in my gut made me almost pass out. He f****d me hard under the shower that I almost drowned. And yet he wasn't satisfied. He said he just can't get enough of my taste. He carried me on the bed and tied me up, my ass sticking up in the air. There he f****d me again. We were both screaming, me in pain and him in pleasure. Then all of a sudden, he was pulled out of me and there was a commotion inside of my room. My dad, aged 40 beat him up and threw him out of the house. Then, siya ang nagpatuloy sa sinimulan ng uncle ko. That night, he was so mad. He made me a punching bag. It didn't matter to him if I was the victim. Ang ikinagagalit daw niya ay may ibang pumasok sa akin. He abused me until morning came, f*****g me in different positions and in different places in the house. I was swollen all over because of his beatings. My hole was bleeding. I was ripped repeatedly inside. My limbs were almost ripped from my body, too. This was the worst abused he has given me. From then on, whoever and no matter how they abuse me, I didn't fight back anymore 'coz in the end, ako lang ang masasaktan.

After a week, my mom's brother was murdered. One look at my dad, and I knew he did it. He is very influential. I don't know if Mom knew what dad did. Basta ang alam ko, I got more scared of him. Kaya lahat ng sinasabi niya sinusunod ko. Kapag sinabi niyang hubad, hubad ako agad. Dapa, dapa ako agad. Sakay, sakay ako agad. Front. Back. Up. Down. Kahit anong oras, kahit saan. Kahit ayoko na, kahit dumudugo na basta gusto niya, ipipikit ko na lang ang mga mata ko at kakagatin ang labi ko. Nakakasawa na rin ang umiyak. Wala rin namang maitutulong o mababago ang mga luhang pumapatak sa aking mga mata.

His business partner was next. He saw me and my dad f*****g at his office. My dad was carrying me as I bounced up and down on him. He blackmailed my dad. He said, he would tell what he was doing to me to the authorities. Akala ko pa naman, katapusan na ng kahayupan sa akin ni dad. Pero again, I was wrong. He told my dad that if he'll let me be his toy everytime they do business, his lips are sealed. I cried when dad agreed. And above the conference table, he f****d me raw as my dad watched. It was painful for he was double the thickness of my dad. He was half-American and half-German. I was screaming in agony everytime he pushed all his length inside of me. He f****d me on all fours, he f****d me as he carries me, he f****d me as he is above me while he ate my mouth. Maghapon siya roon at maghapon din niya akong inabuso. He even wanted to buy me from my dad because he said I was a good f**k. One week ako sa ospital pagkatapos nun. Nabalitaan ko na lang after three days akong naka-confine na sumabog daw ang sinasakyang kotse ng businessman na ‘yun. At alam ko na kung sino ang gumawa sa kanya nun.

His brother and lawyer did that to me, too. They kidnapped me. Alam ng uncle ko kung paano ako pahalagahan ni dad. I don't know if he knew what my dad and I were doing or if he was faking it because when he f****d me above the table, he keeps on screaming how tight I am and keeps on claiming that he devirginized me. I spent three torturous day with him. He was so possesive just like dad. Bugbog na bugbog ang katawan ko when he finally slept after taking me over and over again. I even passed out on him a couple of times as he raped me.

When I woke up, my dad's lawyer was the one f*****g me already. He was punched and beaten up by my uncle when he found out what the lawyer did.

My dad didn't know who kidnapped me. But he paid 10M for my ass. Pero bago ako ibalik ng uncle ko sa kanya, he f****d me the whole day. Hindi ko na alam kung paano ako nakawala. Nagising na lang ako sa ospital. I don't know if dad found out who kidnapped me and what they did to me. Nung magising ako sa ospital, he was quiet.

Akala nyo ba, dun na nagtatapos ang lahat? You're wrong. In the hospital, a doctor and two interns gangraped me. It didn't matter to them if I was raped that's why I was there. What matters to them was that they can stick up their p on my ass. My dad found out and the next day, their bodies were found floating headless on a river. The news came when he was bouncing above me on my hospital bed.

I was so disgusting. I was so abused these past years. Akala ko tama na. Akala ko wala nang hihigit pa. But then...

"Oh- so- good! Oh..." mom moaned as she bounces up and down on me. I just watched her as I clenched my teeth.

Manhid na ako. Manhid na manhid na. I just want to die. I tried but failed miserably. Marami na akong hiwa sa pulso. Kahit naililigtas ako sa bingit ng kamatayan, wala namang nagbabago dahil naaabuso pa rin ako. Walang katigilan. Walang kasawaan. Walang katapusan.

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