Vinni's pov:
I came out of the washroom wearing Carolina's clothes, Thank god we have the same size, I sat on the bed and put the pillow in my lap.
Suddenly my gaze fell on my cell phone, there is a msg, an instant of sadness occurred on my face to see Leo's msg.
I want to move on, I want to forget my past, and I want to focus only on the love that he showers over me, but no matter how much I tried to move forward in my life, some brutal wounds can never be healed.
I opened the msg and stroked my fingers over it,
**Did you know that there are now eight wonders of the world? Seven are scattered all across the globe, but only one of them is reading this message. You are the most beautiful site on Earth. I love you with all of my heart, and I'll try to come to you as soon as possible... Miss me, princess
Your & only yours Leonard**
I sighed heavily and shook my head.
I rest my head on the pillow and hugged the other pillow tightly in my arms.
My mind once again started wondering about that moron, no matter how hard I try every day not to think but me, the more I push his memories away from me, the hard and faster those memories come back to me and hit me hard.
We were living a happy life, everything was going good in life, and it was our mutual decision to get married, he was excited, he was happy, and he even planned the names of our babies too but God knows what happened to him suddenly and he left me all alone.
I couldn't forget him, I was completely obsessed with him, or you can say that his love had completely possessed me...
He had left me, but I never gave up on him,
I closed my eyes and a few tears slipped from my eyes,
After he left I called him a lot, tried to talk to him but he didn't answer, I even left a voicemail for him but he never answered
Past:
My feet were bleeding badly, my eyes were filled with tears, my mind wasn't working properly and my fingers were continuously trying to call Ian but that moron isn't picking up my call.
Billi Dad, Charlie Dad, my brother Peter and all my friends are trying to console me, try to calm me but how? How I can calm down? My entire world has shattered right in front of me, Ian not only brutally crumbles my heart but he has torn my soul too.
Right now everything seems like a lie to me, as if I am again lost in the world of darkness, I can't even breathe, his face, his face is coming in front of my eyes again and again.
With one hand, I grabbed my aching neck and with the other hand, I started pulling my hair in anger in frustration.
"Princess..." My brother screamed my name, but I am lost, I am drowning in the ocean of pain...
Peter hugged me tightly and pulled me on his lap, he started rocking my body in his arms as if I were a baby, he is saying soothing words to calm me but the wound Ian has caused me, no medicine in this world can heal my pain.
I fisted Peter's shirt and started sobbing bitterly on his chest, he stroked my hair and kissed my head, he assured me that he'll bring Ian to me, he said he'll not let Ian leave me like this... He promises me that he'll beat him badly for hurting me like this...
Hearing Peter's aggressive words, my body got rigid and I instantly looked into his eyes with terrifying utterances, Of course, I am upset with Ian, I am hurt because of him But I can't see him in pain, I can't see him getting hurt by Peter...
"You'll not do that... ( Hot breathes were coming out of my mouth due to tension) you'll not hurt him..." I said, shaking my head violently. The thought of seeing him in pain was enough to make my heart tremble.
Seeing my horrible condition and the love in my eyes for Ian, Peter freed my face from his palm and started staring at me with
' Are you mental, have you lost your mind ' look? I didn't say anything to him but gulped my pain, my emotions, and my feelings with my saliva.
"I'll go to meet him, and Ask him why did he do this to me...? Why did he leave me in the pavilion to make fun of me In front of people..." Peter gripped me tightly in his arms,
I am in pain but he is burning in rage, " I am coming with you..."
No, I can't take Peter with me, I can't... What if he hurt him?
"No! No...( I shook my head and wiped my tears, then I sighed and looked at Dad and Charlie Dad... But seeing their faces new tears rolled out of my eyes. They both came to me and hugged me tightly) I won't let anyone hurt me..." Hearing my words, Charlie's body got rigid, then he cupped my face and placed a soft kiss on my head.
" I can't let you go after that bastard all alone, you are my sister princess...
If you are afraid that I will hurt him, then I promise that I will not raise my hand on him..." I was about to refuse his request, but Billi put his palm on my palm.
"You have not gone out from here for a long time, even I will not allow you to go out alone from here, take him with you..." Billa Dad said and kissed my head.
Once everyone left me, I rest my head on the pillow and started staring at the promise ring, that Ian gifts me.
Ian's love for me wasn't a lie, but a beautiful gift of god for me,
He can leave me, but I can't...
He can stop loving me, but I can't...
We promised to be with each other for the rest of our lives,
We promised to grow old with each other,
We promised to make a huge family,
How? How can he forget all those promises? How could he move on in his life without me?
Didn't his heart tremble before taking such a terrible step, didn't he think of me even for a moment?
He knew he is my everything...
I put my palm on my wedding gown which I am wearing right now...
It was going to be the happiest day of our lives but Ian demolished everything... Why Ian? Why????
What you have got by doing all this to me...?
If you had said once, I would have placed the whole world at your feet...
Love is a very strange feeling. It can create new and destroy old at the same time. Most people cannot deny that when you love someone, everything disappears. You do not need anyone else to be with you. The weather outside doesn’t matter if they’re not with you. You no longer notice the beauty of the world. Do you know why? Because when you love someone, that person becomes your world! It may sound too lyrical and poetically ugly, but lovers know it!
You were the sunshine to my darkness, you were the idol for my worship, and you were the inspiration to my life.
More tears rolled out of my eyes, thinking about him. His lips, his touch, his wet tongue I can still feel his actions on my body.
Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, and loving you was not in my control. That’s why I love you, and showered the same love on me then how could you so easily leave me?
I hugged my arms on which I was wearing Ian's promise ring and cried over my fate.
You are the reason behind my laughter and smile, you were not just the center of my life, but my entire life. I live in this world because of you as you are everything to me.
It's difficult for me to tell how much I love you, Ian, I love you every second of my life, and I cannot live without you for a minute. You mean everything to me. You’re the beloved person in my life.
Some cannot live without air, and others cannot live without water, but I cannot live without you.
No sea, no mountain, nor anything can keep us apart because you are my strength, and you are my world.
You are the sun in my day, the moon in my night, the spring in my step, the beat in my heart, the love of my life. You are a perfect gift to me by the universe and I'll never let you go away from me, at least not in this birth.
I am nothing without you. I would be with you forever, irrespective of what happens in my life. You add a beat to my heart.
Without you I am feeling so incomplete, I am feeling like a lost kid, I am feeling as if... I'll die any second.