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The Ignorance Vinni's pov: I was lost in my thoughts when someone shook me. I came out of my past and looked aside, Ava was standing beside me, she has a hard expression on her face, "Thinking about that bastard..." My heart clenched in pain when she called my Ian a bastard, but I didn't say anything to her because I know if I say anything to her, she'll start fighting with me. "I'm thinking about someone else, not him..." She hit me hard on my shoulder with her palm after hearing my words. "I trust you girl..." Ava said, with sarcastic expressions. "Ava please!" I almost said to her in a begging tone but she joined her hands in front of me in Indian style. "I am begging you, Vinni, don't! Don't forgive him so easily... ( she put her palms on my shoulder and stare at me with serious expressions) he is back after six years Vinni, After six years! And six years is a very long time... I have seen you suffering and dying in his memories every day, " I put my palm over Ava's cheek and then hugged her tightly, " Thank you for standing by my side and taking care of me, I love you, Ava..." Hearing my words, she laughed and wrapped her arms around me tightly. "I love you too my girl...!" Ava said, then we both moved toward the living area, but I found an empty couch. I turned my face and look at Ava but before I say anything to her, she replied to me "Carolina was in a very devasted state, that's why I gave her a sleeping pill. (I took a breath in relief, Ava smiled looking at my expressions) Don't worry, She is in her room and her daughter is sleeping with Aron..." Ava said, I took a sip of my coffee and made myself comfortable on the couch, Ava also sat by my side and took a sip of her coffee. "So when is your boyfriend coming to pick you up from here, I must say he is very hot and billionaire too..." Ava said, in an enthusiastic manner. I looked at her with a mad expression, but she passed me the sweetest smile," how many times Ava? How many times have you wanted me to say to you, that He isn't my boyfriend... I only work in his company and that's it..." I cleared her once again but I know my words will not affect her because next time she will call Leo my boyfriend again... Even since she had seen Leo with me, she has been calling him my boyfriend. I tried to make her understand many times that Leo isn't my boyfriend but she never listened to my words. So with time, I stopped convincing her. "Did he say something to you?" She asked, "Who...?" Hearing my question, she hit me again and this time moaned in pain. "What?" I asked, "Don't pretend, Like you don't know what I'm talking about..." Ava said, with an angry expression. I sighed heavily and then roam my finger on the edge of a coffee mug, thinking about him. "We didn't talk, ( I paused) I slapped him..." Hearing that Ava almost jumped on me in excitement and all coffee fell on my pajama... "Ava..." Before I say anything to her about her behavior, she started kissing my cheeks with proud expressions. This girl is crazy! I put my palm on her lips and started staring at her, but she skillfully removed my palm from her mouth and placed kissed my forehead, after that, she moved back and sat on the couch with a huge smile. "You are crazy... You are so f*****g crazy Ava..." I said, to her but looks like she is In the other world, I shook my head and took a sip of coffee, "I can't believe my ears that you slapped him...(She turned her face to me and put a pillow on her lap) What was his reaction? Ok leave this question right now and tell me on which cheek you slapped him...?" Ava asked, enthusiastically I didn't say anything, his eyes! His beautiful eyes, I can't those eyes out of my mind. "You know what? If I tell this to our friends no one would believe me...( she said, clapping her palm like an excited kid...I only kept staring at her face) Do you remember how he used to dominate your life, your decisions in school, how much you guys used to fight with each other and in the end you always let him win..." Ava said, reminding me of the past... I turned my face in the other direction, the wounds of the past are still fresh, I never let them get healed... After all, this pain was the only thing that was giving me the strength to keep moving on in life. Ian has become the canker of my life which cannot be cured for eternity... And now I have learned to live with the pain of canker... I felt Ava's palm on my thigh, I turned my face and looked into Ava's eyes, "I don't know what relationship you share with Leo, but he cares for you and loves you a lot... I want you to move on in your life, I want you to Date Leo and..." Before She finished her words, I put my palm over her lips. "I think we should sleep now and I need to ( I look at the coffee stain on my pajama) take a shower...!" I said to her, but she hit me with a pillow two or three times... Thank God I finished my coffee, I said looking at her anger. "Whenever any of us try to talk to you about Leo's topic, either you start annoying us or you skillfully change the topic..." Ava said, and I passed a small smile to her. This time I hit her palm, " Have you swore that when we sit together, you will take out the topic of Leo and end our discussion with a fight..." Ava made a serious sorry face, "I just hate him for what he had done to you, I can't, no matter how hard I try but I can't take that day and your condition out of my mind... If I was the devil of Hell, I would give the worst punishment to that monster..." Ava said, trying to crumple the pillow on her lap. Of course, she was imagining Ian on the pillow instead. "If you are done killing Ian, then can I go and take shower..." I asked, Ava She narrowed her gaze at me, but before she says anything, I put the cup into her palm and got up from the couch. "Have fun..." I said and instantly moved to the room, where I am going to stay tonight I stepped into the washroom, discarded my clothes, and then let the water drench me... Everything here reminds me about Ian, it's hard to take him out of my mind. I still imagine him with me while taking a shower, or making food... I raised my hand and started playing with the water droplet, this flowing water is reminding me of all the waterfalls in this city. Waterfalls start with a small stream. Water is a teacher, a healer, a mirror. I have seen the sea when it is storm and wild; when it is quiet and serene when it is dark and moody. And in all these moods, I see myself. Going with the flow is responding to cues from the universe. When you go with the flow, you’re surfing Life force. It’s about wakeful trust and total collaboration with what’s showing up for you. You can’t stop the waves, but you can learn to surf. When Ian left me, my world stopped, the girl inside me was moving on in her life but the lover inside me is still standing at the same place where he had left me. I closed my eyes and started roaming my palms on my body as he used to roam his palms over my wet skin, I wish he was here to fill me, to suck me, to make me moan, to complete me. She doesn't realize when she got lost in dreams, Ian is still her wildest dream. Third person pov: Ian was going to his dad's house after six whole years, a lot of things were going on in his mind, he is scared, his mind isn't working properly, his heart is trembling and of course, don't forget the sweat that the poor guy has continuously wiping from his forehead. He stopped in front of his home, in these past six years so many things changed here, even his home too. Now there is a fencing wall around his home, but the cradle that was hanging on the tree is still in its same place. Ian carefully opened the door and started walking into his home garden, when his mom was alive, there were so many flowers around the house but now only a few giant tresses are left. Suddenly Ian's gaze fell on his old tree house, a small smile appeared on his face, after all, he had spent many wild moments with the love of his life In the tree house. Those memories of his love, are still very fresh in his mind. He moved to the three and stroked his fingers on the leader, the house is still the same as if someone is taking good care of this house. Ian slowly climbed the stair, and find his tree house open... He slowly pushed the door and stepped into the room. There were many toys scattered over the floor, some toys were new and some were old. He also noticed the wrappers of his favorite snacks and Chocolates. Ian ignored everything and sat on the bed. This is the bed where he made love with his girl thousands of times, he touched the sheet with a smile but suddenly frowned expressions appeared on his forehead. The bedsheet is fresh and smells so good... Suddenly he felt someone's presence, he got up from the bed and opened the door but found his Dad standing in front of his eyes. Charlie ( Ian's Dad) raised his brows with stunned expressions, "Dad...!" Ian called him, "I wasn't expecting to see you here...!" Charlie said, Ian wasn't expecting this question from his Dad, he thought his Dad would hug him, fight with him, or slap him for leaving the town without saying anything but nothing happened like that, instead, he told him that he wasn't expecting him here. "Aren't you happy to see me, Dad?" Ian asked, holding his breath. "Of course, I am happy son, " Charlie said, but his actions and expressions were telling a different story to Ian. "I am happy to see you after six years, by the way, How did you recollect this place after so many years?" Charlie asked, "I think you aren't happy to see me here..." Ian said, but before Charlie say anything his watch started making sounds. Charlie raised his hand, looked into his watch, and then looked at his son but Ian's gaze was fixed on his Dad's watch. Charlie was wearing one of the most expensive watches Patek Philippe brand on his wrist, and this Patek Philippe watch was a modified version because it has some features that the normal Patek Philippe doesn't have. "Glad to see you Ian, but I have some work. I'll meet you in the evening..." Charlie said, "You are not staying, Sorry! I mean I came here after six years and you are going to work..." Ian said, Charlie smiled, "I can't leave my work and my people Ian when I know they are dependent on me..." Charlie said, Charlie and Ian both get down from the tree house, " See you soon..." Charlie was about to leave but Ian called his Dad because his Dad's expensive watch was bothering him too much. "Did you get some lottery...?" Ian asked, but his father made a confused face, Ian's father can't afford this watch because his father would have to sell his property 10 times to get the price of that watch he has been wearing. "Your watch...!" Ian said, "It's a gift..." Charlie said, then pointed his finger toward the mate. "You'll get the keys under the mate, and don't mess the home, please... You'll get your clothes in your room, unfortunately, it's still the same how you left it..." Charlie said and left his son alone in the garden. ......................................................... Ian's pov: Home, sweet home... That's the only word, that escaped from my mouth after stepping into my old home. Dad is still taking good care of this home, I said looking around the home and then moving to my mom's photograph I picked a picture of my mother and stroked my fingers over it, I have a thousand reasons to hate and love this house... I sighed and put the picture back on the table, along with my bag but the bag was looking weird on the table then suddenly my Dad's words popped into my mind. **"You'll get the keys under the mate, and don't mess the home, please... You'll get your clothes in your room, unfortunately, it's still the same how you left it...** I mentally hit myself in my mind and picked up my bag from the table, I was about to move toward my room but suddenly stopped near the old memory wall of this home. All the sweet, bitter memories are hanging on the wall and reminding me about my actions, especially about the love of my life. I raised my hand and touched the picture of my first date with Vinnie, the moment I had seen her, I knew she was the one for me, that day when we first time met each other, she was getting drenched in the rain while watching my football match with my friends. On seeing her gross, I understood that she was a new shift in our city, but because of my friends, I didn't ask her anything. She was beautiful, she was wrapped in a beautiful white dress. Innocence was dripping from her face and her trembling body, I can't! I mean I can never take that image of her out of my mind. I looked at my member, that stand in my pant thinking about her, f**k! Still, her thoughts are enough to make me stone hard. I ignored my raging length and looked at her picture one again. When I first met her, I was starstruck. I thought she must be famous or something. When we started dating, I couldn’t believe my luck. Every day, I was thankful for her, that God send her for me. There are not enough words in the English language to describe how beautiful she is, I could learn every language on Earth and still be at a loss for words trying to say how much I love her. She is the fire, the fire that can burn all the evilness and fill your life with joy, love, and warmness. Until we were together, she never fails to bring a smile to my face, To me, she was sublime. She was one hundred orchestras playing the most beautiful symphonies at once. I moved to the couch and sat over it, looking at her picture... At Graveyard, the way she was staring at me with her big questioning angry eyes, I think, I can never take those eyes out of sanity. My mind had been restless since the day we met, and I cannot think of anyone or anything but you. From the minute I used wake up to the moment I drift into dreamland, she used to be with me in my arms, brandishing me tightly in her arms. After mom left me, my game and my studies were my only goal, I wanted to achieve something in my life, I wanted to become the best footballer, I wanted to shine like a bright star in the world but the day she entered my life, I changed, my life changed, everything changed. I tried to control everything but my life, my dreams, everything was slipping from my hand like sand... No! No! No, I am not complaining, Her magical arrival in my life was like embarking on a new life she was the most impressive sunset glowing behind the tallest cliff. her presence overwhelmed and soothes me in a way that I had never experienced. Her giggling is still fresh in my mind, her smile, her loud laughs, the way she used to hold me, kiss me, make me feel good, Probably.....No not probably but surely no one else in the world can give me this feeling Every day she used to bring new gifts into my life. She was the best girlfriend any guy could desire. She was my favorite person, my future, and forever mine. It's still difficult for me to say how much I love her. I smiled looking at her picture, staring at her beautiful blonde hair, which she now painted in Black color... If I was with her, I'll never let her change the color of her hair... I still remember how I used to use her hair as a shed to protect my face from harsh sunlight, the aroma of her hair was incredible, I used to inhale her hair a lot... " I have read endless love stories, listened to a thousand love songs, and watched a few hundred romantic films. Yet, not a single one compares to our love story. Nothing will ever be as beautiful as our romance..." I said, it loud, hugging her picture. When I first time told everyone that I am dating Vinni, everyone got stunned. Billi( Vinni's uncle ) wasn't happy to hear that, I don't know why he wasn't happy. Bill knew me since I was a kid, he watched me growing up, he knew I wasn't a cheat and..... I stopped and my inner self screamed at me, **But you f*****g cheated on her, you f*****g left her on your wedding day, without caring about anyone's feeling, her feelings...** I came out of my guilt and shook my head, f**k! What if I encounter her again? What I'll tell her? Her questioning beautiful hypnotic eyes and her trembling red petal-like lips... I ran my fingers into my hair and looked at her picture once again. My love for her was unconditional. I never thought I could experience love like that, but from the moment I met her, I knew my life would be forever changed. She turned me inside out and made me whole. She had, and still has the sweetest smile and a laugh made of honey. Seeing her face never failed to brighten my day and sent even the darkest clouds away. she had made my life immeasurably better. Suddenly I heard the knock, I came out of my thoughts and got up from the couch. I moved to the door and open it, I found a man standing there, he is a delivery boy. "Yes, Gentleman..." I asked, For a second, the delivery guy got stunned to look at me but soon he shook his head and passed the box along with the papers. I signed the papers and once again started staring at the guy. Did he recognize me? Looking at his face, I can say he knew who I am. But why the hell he wasn't asking for my attention? "Jerk..." The guy said to my face, with so much hate and anger and then he left my home What the hell was that...?
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