Yes, I did agree to meet Martin but why do I have a feeling this wouldn't turn out the way I actually hoped it turned out. I had a really big torn in my heart right now, asking myself if meeting up with him and telling him not to give a f**k about Jake so we could further our relationship might be the best thing. Ugh! I really really wished Jake never came back, things were sincerely going well my life is finally going to a 75 after 4 years but all of a sudden, it has plummeted to 20 if I'm talking about the Emotional damage I'm going through right now. He came back, got me in this spot with my hands in cast, I can't even take care of my own son. Truly, Anna must be an angel sent to me to lessen my burden because without her, Quan would have hated me his whole life. I exhaled deeply as