Mafia's Little Rose

THIRTY NINE

XAVION MIKHAILOV

I have never been this scared in my life the way I am feeling right now. Why is my little Rose not opening her pretty eyes? Am I really the reason behind her panic attack? Does seeing me with Isadora affect her so much that she has lost her sense? I really want to kill myself for staying away from her. Actually, I really didn't even imagine that a delicate flower like her even stand my sight for a single second. But now seeing her hooked up with all the wires, I have come to realize just how stupid I was to think that she would be better without me.

It's been three days since we have admitted Rosalind into the hospital but she hasn't woken up yet. The doctors are checking up on her vitals every single hour and assure me that she will wake up soon. However, I am getting impatient not seeing her beautiful smile or hearing her melodius giggle.

I have decided that once she wakes up, I will tell her my feelings. I won't hide anything because by now, I know that she will be most safe with me. Now, all she needs to wake up and then we will live a happy life. I won't let her cry anymore, instead I will fill her life with all the happiness of the world.