CHAPTER 11
REVELATIONS
After that incident happen kakabalik ko lang sa desk ko dito sa secretaries offies mabuti nalang at wala pa yung bwisit na craige na yon lakas ng kuryente mygad i know what that feeling at ayoko pa munang maramdaman yon hanggat maaari lalo na at wala akong kasiguraduhan. Umiwas. Right. Yun ang tama kong gagawin but, someone interrupted my thoughts when a woman came to me and asked
“ Is craige inside? Tell him that audrey is here her girlfriend"
“ yes mam kindly patiently wait for a while po” and i smiled widely. Ang kapal talaga ng muka ng lalaking yon kita mo nga naman siya pala ang may girlfriend buti nalang pumunta ka dito miss ng namulat na ko sa katotohanan. What a freaking jerk
“ you have a visitor here sir your girlfriend named audrey” i tell him on the phone and binabaan ko na agad sya pagkatapos non. Immature na kung immature kung pinangungunahan nako ng emotion ko im sorry but really i f*****g admit that i’m jealous. Ha Ang cheap nyang pumili ng babae gago.
“ you can now come in mam” i politely said and pinapasok na sya sa ceo office talaga naman diba? Policy na kapag relatives inform lang sya then pwede ng papasukin tama naman ako hmp ang mali ko lang ginawa yung binabaan ko siya ng telepono
After a minute sir craige and the girl came out and i supposed na binibigyan na niya ako ng masamang tingin ngayon
“ who told you na pwede mo siyang papasukin basta basta?” he coldly asked
“ ha? Eh ang sabi nya sir girlfriend mo ininform naman kita kaya pinapasok ko na sya” i rolled my eyes after i said that really? Kelangan talagang magexplain pa?
“ did i say yes? That she can come in? You didn’t heared anything right? Since you already dropped the telephone” opps mali ba ko?
“ I’m sorry sir i thought that’s okay since girlfriend mo naman siya”
“ We will talk.” Then he leaved holding the woman’s wrist di naman siya halatang nanghihila no? Galit kana niyan craige? Babae pa more.
Pagkatapos umalis ni sir craige kasama yung babae nya nagligpit nadin ako ng lamesa ko dahil malapit ng maguwian. Ha anong akala niya saken? Aantayin siya? We will talk mo muka mo pake ko naman sayo. Natapos ko ng kunin ang mga gamit ko at handa ng tumalikod ng may maramdaman ako sa likod ko.
I know that scent
“ I told you we will talk right?” kung makaasta naman to ano bang ginawa ko bukod sa pagpasok ng babae sa opisina niya dapat nga eh matuwa pa siya. Nyenye Neknek mo.
“ What about now, sir?”
“ Haven’t i told you that i don’t want anybody will come to my office?”
“ What about it? Sir, she said she is your girlfriend nagpumilit pumasok kahit na sinabi ko namang ayaw mo “
“ I Have no girlfriend yet. I’m not even starting to make her mine” sinasabi nya yan habang hindi nilulubayan ng tingin ang aking muka na tila pinapahiwatig na ako nga ang taong tinutukoy niya
“ May gusto kaba saken sir?” That suddenly slipped in my mouth. I have no intentions asking that anyway
“ What if i said yes? Hmm?” halatang natutuwa pa siya sa ginagawa niya. Mababakas sa muka niya ang konting pagsilay ng ngiti sa kanyang mga labi. Umatras ako ng umatras ng nagsimula na siyang humakbang papalapit. Hindi ko namalayang nasa likod na pala ang table ko s**t. Corner.
“ As i was saying, i’m not making any move yet to make her my girlfriend. But, you provoke me” then he sealed his lips into mine.
He brushed his tongue into my mouth and her left hand suddenly held my waist na tila nilalapit niya ang katawan ko sa katawan niya.
I suddenly feel hot.
“ Patikim palang yan sweetheart, what more kung hindi lang labi ko ang gumalaw?” he said after kissing me and leave me hanging there.
Dumbfounded.
Tangina, did he just kissed me?
Hindi ko namalayan na kinuha lang pala niya ang kaniyang mga gamit sa loob ng opisina nya and the enxt thing i know ay kinuha na niya ang mga gamit ko na nakalagay sa ibabaw ng mesa ng table ko.
“ What? Were going home, Ihahatid na kita. This is the start, you provoked me remember?”
“ What? Your not serious aren’t you?” i asked him while my voice sounded so nervous why do i feel na ahabnag tumatagal kameng nagkakalapit ay para ko na ding sinuko sa kanya ang aking sarili?
“ I am damn dead serious woman” He seriously said while looking at me. Deadly. Seryoso nga. s**t naman yulliyah nung isang araw lang nung hinatid niya nga ako sa bahay may iba na akong nararamdaman ngayon pa kayang magsisimula siyang makipaglapit sa akin? What more kung mahulog ako ng todo?
“ Let’s go down we will have a diiscussion about getting to know each other in my car incase you might feel that i’m not serious about you but, honestly? Bata kapalang mahal na kita” hindi ko lang narinig yung huling binulong nya since lumayo na sya habang papalabas kame ng elevator.
Papasakay na kame ng elevator ng bigla akong tinawag ni auntie, nandito pa pala siya?
“ Can i talk to you for a while yulls? It’s urgent.”
“ were going home and wala akong balak makipagusap sayo so please wag mo na sana akong guluhin”
“ Caspian” There.
I froze after hearing that one word. I hurriedly walk to her while asking stupid questions how the hyell did he know my son’s name
“ What about him? How did you know him anyway? Did you do a background check on me?”
“ Just please, listen to me first” she pleaded that’s why pumayag ako na magusap kame sinabihan ko muna si craige na maghintay nalang sa kotse niya at kailangan ko lang kausapin si tita and he said yes kaya tumulak nako pabalik sa opisina para makausap si auntie.
Nang makarating na kami sa dulong bahagi ng hallway papasok sa first floor i speaked up already
“ What now? Paano mo nalaman yan?”
“ Is that true? C-caspian, anak mo siya?”
I suddenly laugh without a humour
“ Mawalang galang na ho pero Ang kapal din naman ng muka nyo para sabihin yan saken. After what i’ve been through because of you really? Caspian is my son yes. My son from the person who raped me 2 years ago. And that was because of you.”
“ I-I’m sorry, i- I really do, But, l-listen to me first. I did that because of you, and i know magiging safe ang lagay mo sa kanya”
“ HA, NARIRINIG MOBA ANG SINASABI MO AUNTIE?” I cannot contain my anger right now
“ I got raped. i can’t do anything at all. I get pregnant. I am just a nobody auntie kasama ko pa si sean dalawa lang kame, n-ni h-hindi k-ko alam p-pano maging isang i-ina.” I don’t really care kung nakikita nya kong umiiyak ngayon. Weak. Vulnerable. And broke.
“ I planned it, i planned it para magkita kayo kase alam Kong safe ka sa kanya p-pero” i stop her from talking when i got confused kung sino ba ang tinutukoy niya.
“ What do you mean K-kayo? D-did you know the person who r-raped me back then and g-got me p-pregnant?” i don’t know what to feel right now. Mukang ikamamatay ko ata ang pangalang binigkas niya mismo sa harap ko.
“ Please listen to me first yulliyah."
"Just f*****g tell me what are the things you are hiding from me!" Hindi ko na napigilan nag galit ko kaya nasigawan ko na siya. I know I'm being disrespectful right now but I can't contain my emotions too.
"He’s the one who accidentally raped you. He is caspian’s father I’Im s-so s-sorry yulliyah. I’m s-sorry s-sorry” she said while crying and sobbing at the same time. Para akong bombang gustong sumabog sa pangalang narinig ko.
"Craige"
Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin kaya pinlano kona sanang tumalikod ngunit ipinalangin ko na hindi ko nalang sana ginawa.
There he is.
The man in black wearing his suit and got froze in his spot.
Maybe he listen to what my auntie said to me. The jerk and the rapist who ruined my life.