Her Broken Euphoria

Chapter 04

"You met a little girl who had a brain tumor?"

"Yes, i can't help but to get sad about that kid's condition. She's still a child, she should live her life until he grows older." Aliana said with her sad voice while talking to Chastity over the phone.

It's already night, after Aliana met all the children in the orphanage and the little girl who's name is Lucille, all of her topic is about the sick little girl. She can't help but to feel pity in Lucille's condition, she was abandoned by her parents, and fighting alone with his illness.

"Aliana, if that kid you were talking about is dying because of her illness, even you pity her she will still going to die in her early age. Don't get too attach on that kid, if she die, you'll get hurt." Chastity said thwt made Aliana sigh and lay on her bed.

"Life is so unfair, at some point, i can see myself on her."

"What? How can you relate yourself to a sick little girl? Aliana you are a healthy woman without any serious deadly illness. You just have a parents who don't understand what you want."

"Okay fine, but it's not bad that i visit her again right?" Aliana ask.

"Aliana, i told you that if you visit her again you probably get attach----"

"Oh! It's late in the night here already. Call you tomorrow, Chastity. Goodnight!" Aliana cut off her friend and bid a goodbye before she end her call.

Aliana understand that Chastity is just worried about her when she get attach or close to Lucille, but she wanted to visit the little girl again and wanted to be part of Lucille's journey before she die.

When morning came, Aliana do her morning routine. She eats her breakfast, take a shower and wear a comfortable dress. She will enjoy her vacation, as she enjoy her days in visiting the orphanage.

Aliana get off her room and excitedly humming whike walking in the hallway, as she can't hide her excitement to see those children in the orphanage, specially Lucille. Aliana take a cab that will bring her to the orphanage, but before that she decided to stop by in a store to buy some gifts to all the children. She bought toys, foods, clothes that children will like.

After a long ride, the taxi stopped in the front of the orphange. Aliana get all tge stuffs she bought at take it all out in the taxi, she walk in the gate when the children who was playing in the front saw her.

"Hi! Kids! I have gifts that i bought for all you." Aliana said to the children wearing her sweet smile.

The children hurriedly run witg jot in their face as they come closer to Aliana. Excitement is all Aliana can see to those children that made her heart happy.

"This is all for you, so share this to all children, okay?" Aliana said that the children answer her before she gave the stuffs she was holding in her right hand.

"You should not spoiled those kids, Aliana, you just met them once."

Alina looked to the nun who walked closer to where she was standing.

"It's okay sister Helen, i want to spoiled them while i'm here for my vacation. I want to see the smile of those children, so let me spoiled them." Aliana said asking permission that made the nun smiled at her.

"Thank you, you are a kind person. Those children are happy even in a small gifts, but you gave them too much. They are lucky to meet a kind, sweet and caring older sister like you." the nun said that made Aliana's heart leap in joy.

"Helping those children and make them happy is all i want to see while i'm here." Aliana said as she remembered one child she really wants to see at that moment.

Aliana faced the nun that looked at her also.

"Sister Helen, where's Lucille?"

"Oh, she's not here. Mattias take her to the near lake as he always do when he had a time to visit Lucille." the nun told her that made Aliana's brows frown.

"Mattias? Is he related to Lucille? Her brother perhaps?"

"No, Mattias is also an orphan who grew up here. He leaves here when he came in his right age, he came back here to visit Lucille. Mattias gets closer to Lucille before he visits and meets her, he always takes Lucille to the side lake to play violin for her. Mattias treats Lucille as his little sister as Lucille treats him as her older brother." the nub explained.

"Is that so, it means i can't see Lucille right now?"

"You can follow them in the side lake not so far away from here." the nun suggested to her.

Aliana thinks if she will go to see Lucille who's with someone close with her, or not. But because Aliana wants to see Lucille and give the gifts she bought for her, Aliana decides to go and see the side lake where she can find Lucille.

Sister Helen told Aliana the way to get in the side lake as she follows the direction given to her. Aliana walks as she was searching to the tall tree as indicates that the side lake is near by. A minute of walk, Aliana saw the tall tree. She walked faster as she frowned her forehead when she heard a music playing in the direction she was going. Aliana follows the soft music, she can feel the emotions in every sound she hears. Aliana keep walking as she found the tall tree near tge side lake, as she saw Lucille sitting in the near the tall tree, while smiling and listening to a man who was incredibly playing violin for her.

Aliana thinks that the man she was seeing who all she can see was his back is the Mattias that sister Helen mentioned to her. As Aliana stares at the back of the man playing the violin, she noticed the well built body of this man, yet he can play a good and beautiful sound by playing the violin, and Aliana can't help but to amaze in what she was hearing at that moment.

"Aliana!" Lucille waves at her with a big smile when she tunr her gaze to her, that makes the man stop his playing the violin as he turn his gaze on Aliana that made her still.

Aliana can't help but to stare at the man who was looking to her right now, a man with a handsome face who is great in playing his guitar. Aliana can't believe herself that she can't help but to stare at the man who was seriously looking at him right now.