I find myself hunched over Adam's crib, keeping my eyes tightly shut. I must be going insane. Why do I kiss Lucas? Or does he kiss me? I'm so confused, who initiates that kiss? I try to recall the events. I lean down to help Lucas release Adam from his embrace. Then, as our heads lift and our eyes meet, it feels like the air around us vanishes. It's as if we both need CPR to breathe and survive, leaving us gasping for breath and ending up in a kiss... What?? Do I kiss Lucas? Am I so desperate that I haven't kissed anyone in ages, and now I just go for it because our faces are close? Thankfully, it's just a peck on the lips, no French kiss involved. I wouldn't even know how to do it anyway. I mean, from the movies I've seen, it doesn't seem that difficult. Just stick your tongue into someon
