Special Slaves

Chapter 10

“It's like there is nothing wrong with a good guy fighting to protect himself when a bad guy hurts him. However, if the good man goes twice as far as to hurt the bad guy when the thing is already over, isn't he worse than the later?” said you.

“Yes, that's right.” said Joseph Edward.

“Are we wrong then?” said you.

“No, it's wrong for a good person to do bad things, but I'm not a good person.” said Joseph Edward.

“What?” You’re surprised.

“In fact, I don't quite agree with using good and bad to label people, I think one's capability is a much better classification standard.” said Joseph Edward.

“Do you really think so?” said you.

“Trust me, you'll see it sooner or later.” said Joseph Edward.

“Did you get a kick out of torturing Jessie?” said you.

“ A little, don't you feel the same?” said Joseph Edward.

“Actually, quite the contrary, I feel a little guilty, think this may be a little too much.” said you.

“You don't have to blame yourself. She bullied you first and now she's just getting what she deserves.” said Joseph Edward.

“Is it just that it turns you on?” You asked him.

“What do you mean?” He frowned.

“It seems to me that you just enjoy abusing people in general.” said you.

“ Maybe you are right.” He said.

You and Joseph Edward fall silent again.

You look out the window and your mind starts to wander.

You don't know what you're facing, what kind of person Joseph Edward is.

“You're scared, aren't you?” said Joseph Edward.

“No, I am not.” You denied.

“Stop pretending. I can tell you are. What are you afraid of?” said Joseph Edward.

“You said you could tell.” said you.

“I want you to tell me.” said Joseph Edward.

“I’m afraid of you.” said you.

“ Afraid of me for what?” said Joseph Edward.

“ I realize I don't understand you anymore. I start to wonder if I really know you.” said you.

“ Haha, okay.” said Joseph Edward.

“ What’s so funny?” said you.

“Have you ever wondered if you really know yourself?” said Joseph Edward.

Joseph Edward's words catch you. You try to identify yourself with a certain type of people, but you find that you can't. You are none of them.

“You're afraid I'll hurt you one day, aren’t you?” said Joseph Edward.

“ I won't deny that it's part of the reason.” said you.

“Remember, you are still my slave for now. You are my property, and I am everything to you.” said Joseph Edward.

Joseph Edward's attitude is firm and unassailable. You look at the bracelet on your wrist and have no choice but to accept the fact.

“ I see, master.” said you.

“ I'm also afraid of the future.” said you.

“Afraid of what in the future?” said Joseph Edward.

“ I'm just scared because I don't know what's going to happen in the future.” said you.

“ I'm not like you. I'm excited about the future.” said Joseph Edward.

“ Excited about what?” said you.

“Just like you, I'm excited because I don't know what's going to happen. The difference between us is that you always see the negative side, while I see the positive side.” said Joseph Edward.

“ No, the difference between us is that you have absolute control over your future, and I've completely lost control of the future.” said you.

“You don't have to control the future because you're my slave. Just listen to me.” said Joseph Edward.

“ You're right, my master.” said you.

It's been a long day and you are exhausted after you and Joseph Edward got back to the hotel.

Just when you place the blanket on the ground and get yourself ready to sleep, Joseph Edward speaks.

“Don't sleep on the floor today.” said Joseph Edward.

“What?” You’re surprised.

“You're going to bed with me tonight.” said Joseph Edward.

You were wondering what he wanted to do...

“What? Didn't you hear me?” He frowned.

“I see. I will serve you well, master.” said you.

“How do you want to serve me?” said Joseph Edward.

“With my body.” said you.

You start undressing Joseph Edward's clothes, and he doesn't resist or react; he just sits still and looks at you coldly. You begin to run your hands over his body and slowly unbuckle his belt.

“Aren't you going to take your clothes off?” said Joseph Edward.

Your face turns rosy at his words, but you know that you must obey Joseph Edward's orders, so you slowly take off your shirt and now your body is completely revealed to Joseph Edward. You don't dare look Joseph Edward in the eye. You bend over and start pulling off Joseph Edward's pants, but then Joseph Edward pushes you away.

“ You're so dirty. Go wash yourself before you come to bed!” said Joseph Edward.

You know you have to listen to Joseph Edward for now, but you have a grudge against Joseph Edward. Because you now feel that he has changed, and he seems like a stranger to you. His frosty look makes you feel even colder. After the shower, you reluctantly come out from the bathroom in fear. You're surprised to find Joseph Edward asleep, and there are three outfits neatly arranged on a table next to the bed. You know Joseph Edward got these for you.