Ezra left after he kissed me until I couldn't stand by myself. He made me weak in the knees for him and then he just left. I know it was probably for the best. With everything going on, being intimate with him would have just made it all the more complicated. But still. Only he can make me feel that way. That night has been on my mind for a week. I haven’t heard from him, but Emiliano has been texting everyday. I agreed to call him once I got settled back on campus to plan a second date. I’m excited to go back. I think getting my focus back in school will make every other stress feel irrelevant and small. Lately my thoughts are being pulled everywhere. Joel agreed to drive me back to campus tonight. At first it was going to be Isaiah since I didn’t see him during my time back at home, bu