AS MY MIND BECOMES MORE bothered bit by bit, the space between Kaylie and I the next few days suddenly felt like we were close to growing apart. Unlike the usual days when I still find my way talking to her comfortably every day, I found myself almost not knowing how to start a conversation. It felt like I was slowly putting that gap between us even if I shouldnt when I didn’t know yet what was really going on. During those days, I was lucky enough because she thinks that I was only getting occupied with my internship which makes it hard for me to give her any attention. I, on the other hand, feels completely guilty for avoiding her most of the time because I couldn’t help but think of any possibilities that what we have right now is planned in the very first place with the outcome that w