SURPRISINGLY ENOUGH, THE GAP THAT used to exist between us back then slowly disappeared the more time we spend one another on an average size room filled with several papers and some tables occupied by the organization. The awkwardness disappeared, and I could feel him slowly opening himself up to let me in so we can be friends even if he has hatred towards those in the same social class as I am.
As much as I didn’t want to compare, the comfort and sincerity of my smiles around him felt more real than I have around my own boyfriend. I feel natural and at ease without needing to worry about my words and my actions, nor the fear that my rejection or disobedience will result in a huge fight. With Donovan, I felt the same calmness of my heart and mind similarly to my friends. I wasn’t sure if
