THE LIFE WITH KAYLIE HAS been nothing but a dream come true. It is the kind of life that I have been wanting to have since then, but I was hindered because of what I didn't have before that I have now. This kind of life now is something that I just wanna keep cherishing for and keep wanting to have.
…but I know that one day that everything will fall apart once again because I was never sure of what I wanted to do anymore.
Our overnight stay in the villa gave me signs that I have been growing more attached and more under her. It proved to me how much I am willing to do for her to the point that I was having this inner argument with me already. I know I should be happy for it and be jumping in joy because we can finally have the life that I wanted to have with her back then… but I can’t.
