WE SIT STILL IN FRONT of the ocean as our conversation goes with so much thoughts and emotions filling in. There are so much to tell about the past that the two of us can only clear after so many years. It is too late, but what can we do when this is the only time we have. I don’t know exactly how that painful day managed to hunt him back then after hearing so many things that hurted him over and over again. I was the one who said most of the painful words towards him, yet I could feel so much pain in me that I could barely hide it back then. It was so hard saying those words as I remember constantly apologizing to him in my head over and over again. There are so many days when I want to keep on clarifying myself about this. Whenever I see him on campus, I want to walk towards him and te