I WAS DUMBFOUNDED WITH A thunder striking me only visible in my own imagination. As soon as those words came out of his mouth, I couldn’t think straight anymore. I was only left standing there staring at the only person that I wish I could easily curse right now without any worry of hurting filling my gut. Idiot. You already got the answer you need, but you are still worried about her. If there is one word that would describe me right now, that is foolish. Even up to this moment when my heart is already shattered into pieces because she, the person I expected to accept me fully without any intention and made me hope for something between us, chooses to fool me on behalf of the guy that hated me to his guts, I can only still think of her. What does she feel right now? Is this making her