2013. “YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A big disappointment!” My eyes automatically closed with the raising voice I received from my father at such an early time. I was barely awake when he stormed into my room and snatched my soft blanket from me, exposing my satin pajamas to the coldness of my room, only to be shouted at for something I didn’t even mean to happen. His eyes have this intense fire of madness in it and his brows furrow as if the west and east met for a rivalry of the century. I messed up once again… like I always do in his eyes. As I stood there with my hands politely placed in front of me, squeezing one another tightly to prevent myself from a breakdown that I don’t want him to see, I could hear his loud, angry voice going over and over again for the mistake that I didn’t even exp