Jevan's POV
My eyes bulged from its sockets when I heard those words left her lips.
"Are you sure?" I asked her, looking in her direction. She toyed with her fingers and nodded yes.
"But, why now?" I asked her again.
"Are you saying that you don't want to be my first anymore?" she asked with a hint of sadness.
"No. I'm just making sure that you're ready and you're not pressured in any way or form. I want your first time with me to be your choice and I want it to be special," I explained.
"I know. You said it all before. I trust you and I'm ready to do it."
"But why? Why not next week, or next month. Why are you ready now?" I asked her again which was beyond me. Usually, us guys would just go at it without asking anything else.
She appeared to be deep in thoughts and after a
