My Best Friends Brother and Me

*Please also note – there are multiple scenes of a s****l nature, some more graphic than others, throughout the book* Leah’s POV “You are so hot!” I blushed as he undressed me with his eyes. “Kai, I can’t believe this is finally happening! I’ve dreamt about this day!” “Are you sure you want to do this?” “More than anything. I want you. I want you to be my first,” he held me in his arms and kissed me with such passion I thought I would pass out. “I’ll take it slow Leah, I’ll be gentle” he soothed. “Take me however you want!” I had no shame, I wanted him more than anything. His seductive hazel eyes sparkled with amber tones in the light and sucked me in as he undressed me, taking in every inch of me. He removed his top, showing me his clean, lightly tanned torso, perfect 6-pack and my eyes wandered to the indent of his v-line, drawing me into the bulge that was forming in his pants, just from looking at me.The way he stared at me excited me. I felt like a goddess because he made me feel like a goddess. He slowly removed his pants, and I took in the beautiful sight before me. His dark hair flopped over his eyes and I couldn’t help but like the way it was short on the sides and longer on the top, perfectly styled but a little messy. I moved my eyes back to his mouth, his thin but sultry bow-shaped lips perfectly complemented his chiselled jawline and high cheekbones. This man could be a model, he was beautiful, and he was here with me. His 6ft tall frame towered over my 5”6 inches, and he encased me in his arms, laying me on the bed as he began to explore my body with his slightly calloused, rough hands. I loved that his hands were this way as it reminded me of how hard he worked with them, not shy of manual labour. He moved his hand slowly down my body and eased it between my legs and I parted them slightly, giving him access as my breathing laboured in anticipation. I was already wet for him, and he grinned cheekily as he felt the juices already adorning my folds. He circled and moved his fingers expertly, navigating me with ease and confidence, demonstrating that this wasn’t his first time. But I didn’t care. I wanted this, I wanted him. He slipped in a finger and my hips bucked slightly at the intrusion. He added a second finger and began increasing the pace, circling my tingling bud, causing me to squirm and writhe beneath him. He was close to making me come, and we hadn’t even got to the main event yet. I could feel my cheeks had become flushed, and my chest heaved in delight. I was so close, just a little bit more. “Leah! Are you getting out of bed this morning? You are going to be late!” Ugh. Great. Thanks, Mum. I didn’t want to wake up. I didn’t want to get up and I didn’t want to go to school. I was quite happy fantasising in bed, thanks. I moved my slick fingers from their current position between my legs and went to the bathroom. I guess another cold shower was going to be needed. This has been every day this week! What the hell was wrong with me? I got it bad! “I’m up! I’ll be on time. I promise”, I shouted before I closed the bathroom door. I finished myself off in the shower, now needing the release, thinking of Kai the entire time. As I moved to my bedroom to get dressed, I couldn’t help but allow my mind to wander. I had started to crush on Kai a little under a year ago, and with every passing day, it got worse. The problem is that he is my best friend’s brother. Not only could I not tell her, but he had no idea I even existed. Kaya and I had been best friends since we were four years old. We had become inseparable over the years. This was why I couldn’t tell her. We told each other everything, but I knew if I told her this it would be awkward and difficult for her. I loved her too much to do anything about it, so I needed to just get over it. Besides, like I said, he didn’t know I existed. This is surprising, mainly because he has known me practically my entire life. I guess you could say my crush was a little weird, since he could be seen as a brother figure to me. I was an only child, and my parents were often absent, so Mel and Cal, his mum and dad, took me under their wing whenever they could. We almost grew up together in a way. Over the last 6 years or so, I have spent almost every Saturday at his house, gone on family holidays with them and spent weeks at a time in the summer holidays at his home. Over the years, I began to see Mel and Cal like extended family. Cal was the Head of Science at our high school. He pushed for his students to do well and, with that, he scared the living daylights out of most of his students. He was fierce. He was not far off 6ft tall with wavy salt and pepper hair, which was once black, and he had a matching colored, thick but well-trimmed beard. He was quite muscular for his age and always stood self-assured and tall. Over the years, I had come to realise he was a big softy, and his persona at school was just that, a persona. He had a warped sense of humour and often made me laugh, although these things would never be spoken publicly in school, for his rep, and mine! Kai was 2 years older than us and remarkably similar to Cal in both looks and temperament. He had wavy, almost black hair, tapered short on the side with it longer and naturally tousled on top and was now slightly taller than his dad. But unlike his dad, Kai was quiet and sultry, despite having an air of confidence about himself that verged on arrogance. He had been popular in school, and his raw masculine good looks and subdued exterior got him plenty of attention. Attention that didn’t go unnoticed, and regardless of his quiet nature, it was clear he was no angel when it came to girls. Yet, he wasn’t like the other guys he hung out with, seeing as he never kissed and told, and he remained stoic even with his popularity. It gave him a mysterious quality that the girls seemed to love. Kaya, unlike her father and brother, was just like her mum, petite, calm, unassuming and gracious. I always wondered how Kaya’s mum and dad hit it off, they were so different. Kaya, like her brother, had sleek, dark, wavy hair, hazel eyes with a hint of amber, small features and a petite frame. The opposite of me. I had thick straight blonde uncontrollable hair, big blue eyes, full lips and a curvy, verging on a voluptuous figure. I wasn’t overweight, but next to Kaya I felt huge. She was tiny! I didn’t use to see Kai as anything other than Kaya’s annoying older brother. Unlike his mum and dad, he didn’t treat me like family, he was indifferent, a bit of an ass, truth be told. But then something changed. I remember the day like it was yesterday. *** 10 months ago “Hi girls, are you ready?” Kaya and I had finished our lessons for the day and we were waiting by his car, ready to go. Kaya’s dad, Cal, was walking towards the car in the school car park around the back. We used to all ride together on Fridays after school, but since the beginning of this school year, it was just the three of us. Kai had finished high school last year and was now in college. Kaya and I joked about how peaceful the ride was now, without him. “Yep, all set Mr. Ellis” “Leah! How many times do we have to go over this? Outside of school it’s Cal”. “Yes Sir, but we are currently still on school property. So, Mr. Ellis, it is!” He chuckled at my poor attempt at humour, and we drove the short distance to the next village, where they lived in a large cottage. They had two horses, Tiffin and Red, several dogs and a few chickens. Kaya and I spent most of our time with the animals if we weren’t in her room. We arrived in no time, and Kaya and I headed straight upstairs to her room to get changed, dump our bags and go see the horses. Kaya's room was a loft conversion, identical to Kais on either side of the eaves. In the centre was a shared bathroom. Only the bathroom wasn’t accessed externally. Each of them had a door inside their rooms to it. The one rule you had to remember in this house, when up here, was to always lock both bathroom doors! Otherwise, you could potentially get an unexpected visitor. In the 5 years since the conversion had been completed, I had never forgotten to lock both doors! This can’t be said of either Kaya or Kai, although this was when it was all new. Just the thought made me cringe, as it did them! Although occasionally we do laugh about it now. We went straight out to muck out the horses and take them for a short ride. We lived in the countryside, and we often went off the beaten track, into the valleys and lost track of time. Mel and Cal got used to us being late, but we still worried them constantly. Today was no different, and when we arrived home 2 hours later than planned, Mel was waiting for us at the front door. “Girls! You have phones, you know. Please use them!” Her inability to sound cross was endearing, despite her best efforts. “Sorry Mel” “Yeah, sorry mum” She rolled her eyes and went back into the house. We scurried into the kitchen looking guilty. ‘Your dinner is in the oven. Go wash up first, you are both filthy!’ We stank. We had gone for miles and even though it was warm and dry out, it had rained recently, so we were both covered in mud. “You can go upstairs,” Kaya indicated to their bathroom. “I’ll use the main bathroom downstairs.” “Thanks” I didn’t fancy having to walk from the bathroom on the first floor back up here in my towel! I stripped off the muddy clothes in her room and wrapped a small towel around me, eager to jump into the hot water. I was so busy getting myself sorted, I didn’t even hear the shower running, or it switch off. I opened the bathroom door and screamed. I dropped my towel and stood there like a complete imbecile. Kai laughed, “Wanna cover-up?” he said nonchalantly as he looked me up and down, taking in my filthy naked body while grabbing a towel himself and wrapping it so it hung dangerously low on his hips, allowing me to still see his wet naked torso, tight abs and impending V-Line. “Leah! Close your mouth, you’ll catch flies” Oh, God! How embarrassing. I quickly picked up my towel and covered myself. But it was too late. He saw it all. I felt the heat creep into my cheeks and my widened eyes felt like they would pop from my head any second. “I’ll get dressed in my room. Enjoy your shower”, he smirked as he picked up his clothes and left the bathroom. I immediately locked the door behind him. Shoot me now. I thought he would tease me indefinitely after that. But instead, I barely saw him. He was an enigma. We never spoke about that day, and I never told Kaya. But I never stopped thinking about it. It haunted my dreams, but as the days and months went by, the dreams have always gotten increasingly more s****l, and now, it always ended up with us sleeping together. It consumed me, and I was beginning to think being a virgin was a curse. Having s*x with Kai was all I could think about.