Two days have passed, and there is still no sign of Alexander. No calls, either. He doesn't even care about me. His sister was kind enough to keep me company, but she has gone back to her house. She came for a visit, but he wasn't home, so she had to go back home. I felt so lonely. It seemed like my plan had been destroyed, and I didn't like it.
My plan to join a modeling agency. I doubt if Jennifer would teach me the things she promised to now that she feels so insecure with me around her man. Her man? The irony of it.
I slept with her man; of course, she should feel insecure. I rubbed my face out of frustration. I just want to be happy. Why is that so hard to achieve? I need my sanity back. I need my happiness. You know what? I don't give a damn about them. I'd rather be independent.
