Castriel’s POV A sense of satisfaction washed over me when I saw the shocked and painful look that she had on couples with the pure look of disgust and confusion when I asked her whose slut she was. The sound of her painful cry caused my heart to prick but I wanted to tear her a not so painful lesson. I’ve been watching her and while it gave me a sense of satisfaction that I was the one she always think about while f*****g herself. While it gave me a sense of satisfaction to know she had I’m an object to her pleasure, it also annoys me that she would f**k herself like that. Do I not satisfy her enough? Do I not f**k her enough to make her NOT want to f**k herself? I didn’t want to admit but watching her hump her pillow and towel made me so jealous that I could taste nothing but blood.