It was a boring, exhausting flight but we had finally made it. I hadn't spared Kilian a glance the entire way, obvious he tried to catch mine but I didn't give in, only asking necessary questions when the time came for them. The entire way, ever since I turned to this being, not a lot had weighed on my mind, like I wasn't Zipporah anymore but now a new person and I hated it, hated that I couldn't feel that familiar grief until I thought about it, hated that my memories were a blur till I pondered on them, hated that my features had become somewhat sharper. I hated this new me. It was like looking at a stranger in the mirror, trying to pinpoint when I had drastically changed even in my eyes. My eyes were brighter but filled with sadness, my features more defined, a fresh gleam of youth o