The Divorced Model

Her eyes are open

.Rain POV

There was no importance hiding from him the truth any more . I knew in one way or the other he would finally get it . So it was even better for me to tell him the truth so that he did not have to blame me for keeping the baby from him –okay , that is what I thought.

“HAHAHA!” that ridiculous laugh got me again . The evilness that was included in it told me that I was supposed to even get far away from here if at all I wanted to live . If at any one point I wished like getting a piece of my own mind, the best solution was to get as far away as possible .

The laugh was followed by her getting closer and closer towards me until when she was standing right in front of me . She threw me such a disgusting look to the point that if looks killed then I could right at this point be dead meat. But the good thing was looks don’t kill a single minute .

“That is for nearly killing my baby .” she cursed and it was followed by a hot slap on my cheek . It was so hard that I even staggered for support .Just as I was gaining my balance , another slap landed on my opposite cheek .

“What have I done for you to slap me this way ?” I asked as I fought so hard to stop the tears that were threatening to fall from my eyes but it was not something easy and very soon the tears betrayed me since I was crying . Though I was not sobbing loudly , the stupid tears were still falling out of my eyes like crazy .I had initially told myself that I was not going to cry but it became so hard for me .

I tried to fight them back but soon I was the loser as they were falling out uncontrollably. If once asked, I could not say the reason why I was crying . This was because I also did not know why exactly I was crying .

“Stop feigning tears after you nearly killed our baby.” This time it was my ex-husband Wolf who spoke. I wondered if he had just forgotten the fact that I had just told him that I was pregnant-wait , but had he even thought about it directly but if he cared enough then he would be able to get that .

He got nearly to where his girl was and wrapped his hand around her waist pulling her closer into him . None of the words that they said was hurting me more than the actions . The fact that the man whom I loved with all my heart was doing this in front of me broke me more than anything that you can ever think about .

How could he even not be thinking about the fact that we had been married for a full year –perhaps it was only me who had considered this marriage all this time and yet on his side he was never in love with me .But why could he marry me if he did not love me . It was not that I was even rich . The only thing that I had was my career, that is all.

“You are such a hypocrite .”

“A witch”

“A loser”

“A slut”

“A wasted rubbish pit.”

All those insults came from Wolf . A man that I had thought that I knew very well and yet in the actual sense I can say that I did not know him a single bit really .It was this was a totally different person . But there was no way I was leaving it at that .

Anger took over me , I could not control myself any more. I closed the gap between them and I in only two steps and started hitting them with all the strength that my tiny hands could produce .This was the only thing that I could possibly do .

“You two are such losers .”

“You really deserve each other.”

“How can you really treat me like this ?” I cursed out as I went on to hit them with my hands. At first all the effort that they used to get me to stop doing what I was doing were fruitless since I was so furious to be stopped .I wanted at least some home to be inflicted on them .

I hated myself so much for being in such a helpless and yet painful state but I could not help myself since I loved him so much . I knew he did not deserve my love but the heart is so funny because it wants what it wants. That is how it is . My heart really fell in love with one who does not want me a bit . But that was something that I did not know until this very minute. This was the last feeling ever.

“Stop her ,”

“Stop her , she is really crazy .” the yelling from the two was soon able to get them some positive results since there were security officers trying to get me away from them . I was so furious . How I hated myself even much more than I hated them . I was such a fool but I could not help it .

“Take her away ,”

“She deserves to be far away from here . You never know what she can do to us .”I Sabella said . I hated that b***h with a passion . The security officers started to pull me out towards the exit but I vow that I was not going to leave this place only if I was able to complete what I wanted to .

“I will go but there is something that I have to do .” I pleaded with the guards and I was lucky that they were able to listen to me. Turned around looking at the two .

“Wolf, I have told you already . I am pregnant and so I want you to know about that .” I spoke my eyes focused at him alone .

“hahaha, Rain . what else are you going to do to make Wolf feel pity for you . You have to go away .Leave us alone .” It was her .

“Shut the hell, I am not talking to you .” I snapped at her.

“Never speak to my fiancé like that again .”Wolf sniffed talking a step near me. He extended so much next to me to the point that I could feel the pumping of his heart before he whispered into my ear.

“I don’t care if you are expecting a baby or not. How I wish the two of you die soon.” He then moved away from me . My legs could not support me anymore. I went straight to my legs crying out loudly . I could not believe what he had just said to me .

“You…” I said pointing out at him but I could not say anymore. I was still shocked by what he had just said to me .

“You said …once again I statured but could not say anymore .

“You said I can die with my baby?” This time I was able to speak out the words that I even feared to say . He looked at me like I had not even spoken them out . This was too much for me really .

“Yes, you can die. I don’t care about you or even the baby that you are expecting .” Every time those words left his mouth , I felt like once again I had been stabbed numerous times on my heart.

At this moment I learnt that wounds in fact deep wounds could be created by words coming from people that you loved with all your heart other than being hurt physically. Slowly , the walked away leaving me on the floor so helpless. My life was a complete mess. What the hell was going to happen in my life now.

With a lot of energy that I could possibly get , I managed to stand up and got towards the exit . However the pain in my belly was escalating .The pain started to move towards my lower abdomen. It felt like a menstrual pain at first but later the pain started to escalating becoming a bit more unbearable.

In addition to that , I started to feel a substance in my knickers . They started to flow down my legs .

“No , no . it is my own blood. “I cried out .

“I was going to lose my baby .”

“Please, someone to help me out .”I cried hoping some one could help me out . The baby growing inside me was the only thing that I had left from the man of my life . He was the man that I loved with all my life .

Even when he had betrayed me , I still felt the pain deep inside me . After a few minutes , I was in a sea of my own blood . I was in a state that I did not know how I could even get out of . I was losing my baby . The only one that I had to clingy on.

I tried to stay focused but I could not any more . I felt my life fading away . I was right now going to meet my parents .They had gone away for some time and so I thought that it was at this moment that I had to meet them.

I slowly started to fall down but I fall on something that was actually soft …perhaps I was in heaven already with my mother and father who had gone so many years ago. That could be a better place for me to be . A place better than this of being with these heartless people .

More so the one that I had considered are the love of my life and yet at this point she was the one who did not give a damn about me . He had spoken point blank that he wished and can die together with my baby . That was something that hurt me the most .

HOURS LATER

I felt as though I had been hit allover . I felt excessively sick. I tried to raise my legs but they were so heavy . When I said that I felt pain everywhere , it was true .

“Doctor , she is awake .” I heard a voice and this is the one that gave me the courage to open my eyes . I was in a place that I did not know in fact laying on a bed. Three people were surrounding me and by their looks they were medical officers .

“Look , she has her eyes opened .”

“This is wonderful.” They spoke but on my side I was not getting the exact thing that was happening here .

“Why am I here ?” I managed to ask .

“You were brought here after you fainted near Wolf fashions .’’ the female one said.

“Wait , my baby . How is my baby?” I asked panicking . My baby was the only one that mattered to me .They all looked at me with looks that I could not define . This worried me. I felt my heart thundering . That was not a good sign at all. I just hoped that nothing was wrong .

Though I was very weak, I managed to get up to my feet shaking one doctor after the other .

“Please, how is my baby ?”

“Please you have to calm down.”

“No no , I just want to know what is with my baby .”

“We are sorry, we could not save it .” I almost stopped breathing .