01 Sept. 74
Gordon,
I don’t know what to say. Of course I’m still fond of you. I always will be. You just make it so damned hard. And this place is so damned hard. I’ve got Gregson on my case. I’m cleaning toilets and any other mess that anyone makes, which arseholes like Donohue take full advantage of. You blow up at me for no reason. Because you’re jealous and insecure. I don’t hear from you, so I have no idea if I’ve been dumped or if you’ve been knifed or thrown into solitary.
I was lonely and confused, and disappointed.
But if you want honesty, then the answer to your question is yes. Preston and I have been f*****g, and you’ve only got yourself to blame. You didn’t message me for over a month. I’m not psychic. I just needed someone to hold me, to show me some affection. Love is a
