18 Aug. 74
Gordon,
I was a bit surprised to get your last letter from Lanky. You didn’t answer my last two letters so I thought it was all over between us. Then you write and tell me you still love me. It’s up and down with you. Either you love me or you don’t. And if you love me, then you should trust me, but now you’ve spoilt it because you made me think we weren’t together anymore. You can’t blame me. You’re really f*****g with my head, you know.
Julian
