Desiring my enemy

Chapter 6

Inihiga niya ako sa kama and kiss me in my forehead na ikinagulat ko.

"Sleep Alam kong napagod ka sa byahe."Ani niya naikinagulat ko lalo na ng kumutan niya ko.

"But why?" I ask in disappointment idont know why I feel this kind of feeling ayokong madisappoint pero wala e gusto kong matuloy ang ginagawa nito at ayaw naman iyon ng isip ko. Inilock niya ang pinto at bumalik sa kama kung nasaan ako.

"Lets just sleep." He said at tumabi sakin. "I guess you dont mind kung If we sleep in the same bed." Tanong nito and I face him napatitig ako sa mukha nito napaka gwapo nito sarap halikan ng mapupulamg labi niya ang lagkit din ng tingin niya. Nagising ako sa ulirat ng tumaas ang isnag kilay nito

"W-Wala nakong choice Im here alangan namang mag inarte pako." Bigla akong nakaramdam ng pagkairita sa sarili bakit bako nag papadala sa ka harutan ng mukha ng lalakeng to?. Tumalikod ako sakanya I cant resist the view of his Angelic face ang sarap niyang imudmod sa tae ng kalabaw para pumangit at hindi ko na pagnasaan pa ang mapanakit nitong mukha.

I heard him let out a big sigh.

Ang bigat non. I know his off limits but I really dont understand why I still desiring him. Matagal na ang lumipas matapos ang nangyari sa pagitan namin like hell. His touch still in there at gusto ko yungmawala. Pero hindi ko alamkung pano.

"Are you sleeping?" He ask at agad naman akong sumagot.

"Hindi ako makatulog ang lamig e." I said and bite my lips ng maramdaman ang init ng katawan niyang dumadampi salikod ko naramdaman kong dahandahan niya kong niyakap. "What are you doing?" Wala sasarili kong tanong God help me!

"Body heat." Sagot nito at hinayaan ko nalang siyang gawin iyon.

"Ayoko nito." Wala sasarili kong ani habang ninanamnam ang init ng yakap niya.

"Ako rin." Sangayon nito. Parehas naming nararamdaman we hate each other but I dont know why I feel ache ng sabihin nitong ayaw niya rin sa ginagawa namin ngayon. Of course I lied I love to feel his heat.

"I should sleep." Ani ko at isang ungol lamang ang sagot nito.

"We should " Sabi niya pilit kong ipinikit ang mga mata. Ang sarap ng init niya I want to feel more of him pero off limits kaming dalawa.

Nagising ako sa sinag Ng Araw na tumama sa mga mata ko. Nakaramdam din ako Ng bigat sa may banang dibdib.

I open my eyes to see whats on my boobs at nagulat ako ng Makita ang kamay niya na nakahawak sa breast ko.

" Fvck off you maniac! " I shouted at agad itong nagising at nagulat din Ng Makita kung saang bahagi nakadapo Ang kamay nito.

"I-it's not intentional" he explain.

Tumayo ako at agad na hinawakan Ang parte Ng katawan ko.

" You just touch my boobs" I said disappointedly

"I'm sorry di ko yun sadya." He said and I think he feel sorry naman.

Nag walk out ako at agad na pumunta sa kwarto nila daddy para mag sumbong but bago ko pa mabuksan Ang pinto ay may narinig akong usapan.

"My doctor says I'm dying.." Sabi ni dad na ikinagulat ko." Binigyan niya ako Ng taning . And he says that I only have 3 years "

I heard my mom cry. Agad akong pumasok sa kwarto to reassure kung Tama ba Ang narinig ko.

"D-dad? It's that true?" I ask with a teary eye. At mukhang nagulat sila na Makita ako.

"Yes baby I'm sosorry I try my best to fight with it." Dad cries at doon naako sumabog.

"Gusto ko makasama kayo ng buo at walang alitan bago ako mawala. 3yrs is too short for me but Sana kahit maiksi iyon ay matupad Ang pangarap ko." Dad says. Isasantabi ko Ang lahat para Kay dad.

But how? Ang bilis naman ata ng pang yayari. I can't process anything right now.

"Ija, please stay with us." Sabi ni mom " For the sake of your dad. "

Di ganon kadali mag decide. Di ganon kadali.

"I- I ..." i wish to say no Ayoko talaga lalo nat makakasama ko si lexus but.. "Makakaasa ka dad bukas na bukas ililipat ko nalahat Ng gamit ko." I say at agad na lumabas Ng kwarto at agad na sumalubong si Lexus with his worried face.

"Hey why are you crying.." tanong nito.

"Im not!" I walk straightly without looking at him.

"My life is not a novel, what should i expect? di yun totoo?." I muttered while entering the room of lexus at nag mukmok.

After a few hours actually i don't know how long I've been staring in the window na.

May nag bukas ng pinto and I saw dad and Lexus.

"Habang Wala kapang room you will stay muna sa room ni Lexus ha." smell something fishy. Stay sa room ni lexus? but why tsk gusto lang ata nila mapag ayos kami which is dapat hindi mangyari. lumalim na nararamdamn ko kay lexus and onti nalang bibigay nako.

"I'm sorry, dad ayoko talaga i mean, staying here is enough but staying in the same room with Lexus, it's a no for me." sabi ko "I'd rather sleep on the couch than with Lexus but i dont have any choice right sana you can still validate my own wants."

"Dont worry po .. Ako nalang po matutulog sa couch" Sabi naman ni lexus.

"Hmmm well di ko nman mababago ang isip ng anak ko ill respect your decision sapat na na dito ka mag sstay for goods."

"Let's take a rest its been a tough day." Dad says at umalis na lexus locked the door and lumapit sakin.

"Dont say anything i dont have any powers to deal with you right now." Ani ko.

"Xyna.." He said under his breath he was serious as hell. Lumapit siya saakin and now im facing his angelic face. pilit kong ibaling ang paningin sa ibang bagay but pilit niya kong hinaharap sa mukha niya.

"Please hear me out." He said.

"I know you hate me. Di ko alam san nang gagaling yang hate mo sakin." Ani niya. "Please don't act this way its hurting me." Sabi nito na may sinseridad.

"What the hell are you saying lexus? Tanga ka ba what do you mean hurting?" I ask confusingly. " As what you can see anak din ang turing sayo nila mom and dad."

matagal itong na patulala at mukhang napaisip isip siya.

"What do you mean? Ayoko lang matulog sa couch " He said "Masakit salikod" while pointing his back

"what the hell edi ikaw dito ako matutulog sa couch. Kung ano ano pa sinasabi mo ako na aalis .." akmang tatayo nako ng bigla niyaa kong hinila papalapit sakanya.

His gaze was so wild.

I-I cant

"Stay with me."Sabi nito at hinalikan ako.

Okay I'm falling with his trap I start kissing him back.

I love how his lips feels it was like heaven he started kissing my neck.

I let out a soft moan.

"L-lexus" bulong ko

"hmmm?" he ask while still kissing my neck and he start to unzip my dress.

"I want more..." I said under my breath

"Shhh let me give you what you want." He said with an evil smile it gives me more wild vibes.

bumaba siya sa and he starting to pull down my panty.

At nag hubad ito.

Wtf ang laki!

"lexus..."

" Yes Baby?" He sound so good.

"Im scared. " napatayo ito at lumapit sakin Im completely naked but he still look worried .

"Why? " He ask worriedly

"This is my first time."

"What?!"

"I mean my first time of actual s*x yung ipapasok mo yan ang laki kase baka di ko kayanin."

"Oh" He look worried an looked away.

"Get dress" He said habang nakatalikod sakin.

"Di ko naman sinabi na ihinto mo..." Ani ko na parang tanga " I-I mean we can try ??" wtf am I saying right now?

"Just take a rest." Sabi nito at inihagis saahin ang damit bago lumabas.

"Whatttttt theee helll Are you saying you dumb ass " I cried out of embarrassment.