Colette pov I ran down the stairs and out the back door, wishing for the millionth time I would have gotten my wolf-like I was supposed to do I could shift and run faster. Tonight was a full moon and most of the pack was at the train grounds out back celebrating the newly turned eighteen-year-olds first change. I knew my dads would be there, scanning the group of teens for me and Jade, worry and disappointment on their faces. I stood by the back door and pulled my phone out of my pocket, shoving it into a flowerpot for safekeeping. I needed some time to think, I needed to be away, and distractions would make it harder for me to think. I flinched as the newly eighteen-year-olds started to file out of a door near me, and I backed away into the shadows so they didn’t see me. My heart ached