Briar POV I really hope that this morning sickness only lasts for the first trimester because I'm already tired of puking. As soon as I swallowed the last bite of breakfast, a wave of nausea hit and I ran for the bathroom. Derek immediately was on his feet following behind me. I still can't believe that he held my hair while I puked twice. He insisted he run me a bath while he got me crackers and ginger ale. He really has been amazing. I'm still nervous about starting this relationship when things aren't even settled with Calob. I know Derek insists that he wants to be part of mine and my child's life, but what if he changes his mind? What if I truly let him in, and it doesn't work out? I slide further down in the tub, trying to push my doubts away. I focus my mind on the thought of hear