2 years ago. “What did the doctor say?” Derrick asked as we sat for lunch at our favourite restaurant. “I didn’t go. I took the test and I’m not pregnant” I mumbled as I pretended to look over the menu. I knew what I was ordering; I got the same thing every time I came here. “We’ve been trying for over a year now Katherine and you still haven’t been able to get pregnant?” He grumbled in a low but angry voice. “Maybe it’s you” I lied. I knew it was me. I’ve had this conversation once before with a man whose name shall never be spoke. Now, he was married with two kids, and the first was born while we were supposedly trying to start our own family. That I chose to believe was an act of God. Having a child for a man who was clearly unfaithful was not a life dream of mine. “I’ve been to th