This summer f*****g sucks. The day after I woke up we went to Hell to visit my grandfather. All of my younger siblings came with us. I wish that I could have stayed home with the others.
I spent the few weeks leading up to my birthday, just trying to hold myself together. I called Ozzy every single day. Sometimes I would call Olive too. Netiher of them ever answered. I texted them too. No answer.
Ever.
Why aren't they answering me? Don't they miss me? I could understand Olive wanting to ignore me I guess. She didn't want me in the first place. But Ozzy... I thought that he wanted me. At least a little bit. He gave me the impression that night that he wanted to give this a try. There was also the text from him telling me he was sorry.
So why doesn't he answer me?
When my birthday ro
