I can't believe I went to his bedroom like that. It was like the argument I had with Olive that only fueled me more. I wanted to see Azai anyways. So badly.
Not a day has gone by that I didn't think of him. All of his texts and calls were so hard to ignore. Guilt was all that consumed me constantly. I never slept, barely ate. And I did it all for Olive. She needed time, and I understood that, but this was getting out of hand.
I begged her to just talk with him. I needed him, and I know that she did too. My girl is just too stubborn to admit it. It was tearing us apart though. Not from each other, but personally. Both of us were struggling every single day, and the longer that Olive held out, the worse it got.
Azai's calls and texts were hard to ignore. It only made me feel worse when I
