Traitor
1025 Words
Flashback...
NAINA
"After tonight, you will be truly my wife..." He whispered. After that, he picked me up in his arms and went near the bed. Even though he did not rush for anything, as his hot and thick breaths struck my face, I could tell that he was having a great deal to act patiently. He placed me carefully on the bed and soon climbed the bed himself. He opened the drawer of the bedside table and took out a packet of condoms from that drawer. When did he put that inside the drawer of the bedside table?
"What's that?" I asked as I looked up at him.
"Condom!" His answer was brief.
"I can see that, but why? I mean, we are married, and I want kids." I told him clearly.
He sighed deeply, as if calculating something, and then, he cupped my face and whispered, "Even I want kids, Misty...but I was sometime before that..."
I was confused, as I did not know what to say in his reply. So I just kept quiet and shrugged. He then kissed my forehead and trailed down wet kisses from the nape of my neck toward my breasts. I did not stop him, not caring if I wanted that to happen or not, I let him do whatever he wanted.
Even after being my Oreo, who was the closest to my heart in childhood, and even now, he did not understand what I was silently trying to say. First, I wanted to stop, as I was not comfortable. And second, I wanted a baby, but he wanted time. He could have discussed it further, but he simply dismissed the idea of having a baby, without even wanting to know what I wanted. This was not how I thought my Oreo would be, after marriage.
As I lay on the red bedsheet, I trembled from the cold. He stared at me from top to bottom, and somehow his gaze was making me feel disgusted. I should not have felt like that, but I was not feeling comfortable with my husband. I was sure that my face would be crimson red due to the blush of the heat that crept on my cheeks.
I felt as if he was going to consume me with his eagle-like view. Slowly and steadily, my body was getting heated, the cold was slowly starting to vanish as every part of my body, that he touched was burning. I bit my tongue involuntarily, in an attempt to subside my body's reaction to my husband's touch.
'It is supposed to happen, Naina. You have already delayed it.' My subconscious told me. As a virgin, all this with Oreo should have been exciting and new, but for some unknown reason, it was absolutely frightening. The man in front of me was surrounded by a hurricane of lust, his eyes were ignited like the flames of fire and his breath was so hot and thick.
Everything at that moment screamed to me of danger. I anticipated that after tonight, we will truly be each other's, life partners. We will officially consummate our marriage tonight.
"Are you scared? Is my Misty scared?" He asked in a very soft voice, or I should say, he pretended to sound soft as he surely could feel my trembling body under him.
"No...no!" I managed to utter with a voice full of confusion. I was trying hard to not push him away, and let him do whatever he wanted.
"No? Really?" He snorted in disbelief as once again, he leaned down to kiss me. Once again, his eyes met mine. There was lust and hunger in his eyes. His hard c**k touched the soft tissue of my virgin p***y. The kiss was demanding and hot, tasting like wine. Feeling hot and humid, I tried to collect my thoughts to attempt to free myself from the strange thoughts. He bit my lower lip hard, very hard. I was sure that blood might have trailed down my lips as I felt something wet near my lips.
As I was immersed in the slight pain that had occurred due to his biting my lower lip, he invaded my body all of a sudden, in a long, hard thrust. My whole body went rigid under him, and it seemed as if I had lost my voice, I wanted to scream due to the immense pain that I had felt at that moment, but nothing came out of my lips.
After around five seconds, he pulled back, only push again, with a greater force this time, making me feel as if he was going to tear me apart. He did not relent, as he went on with his thrusts, for God knows how long. Because that night felt like an eternity for me.
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Flashback ends...
The pain that I had experienced on our first intimate night was still less than the pain that I experienced when I got to know about my husband's reality. I wish I had paid attention to what my body and mind were silently telling me. I wish I had not let him touch me that night. Things might have been different now.
From that night onwards, he made love to me every night. Every night, I used to lay rigidly below him, and let him do whatever he wanted. I did not enjoy the s****l activities with him, as any other girl would have enjoyed with her husband. And I understand the reason for that. He was a traitor.
He used to get intimate with me for the whole long night. But I am thankful for the one night when he forgot to bring the pack of condoms with him. And we did it without any protection, He had confirmed several times with me after that night if I took pills or not, and I had even lied to him that I took the pills. But I didn't. He clearly did not want any baby because he already had his children from his previous wife.
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TO BE CONTINUED...
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