This chapter is dedicated to Lilyh thank you for being with me for so long and I always look forward to reading your comments. Miss you Lil. Aiden POV CHAPTER 19 I watched her gorgeous face completely drain of all color and her eyes glaze over. My stomach twisted into knots and my heart felt jammed in my f*****g throat. It took all my willpower to keep myself from visibly breaking down from all the pain I was feeling; the only pain I could feel...Niki's pain. Pain I'd caused her once again. I'd had my share of inner breakdowns, but nobody needed to know that. I've always been the "suffer in silence” type. I never had that person I could trust with my f****d up thoughts and feelings not until I found Niki. Telling her she didn't have a real family was a low blow. That came out all