This chapter is dedicated to the readers who love Zayn and Hope together aka all the reader. You asked for a bonus mature content chapter and here it is...Enjoy! Zayn POV I was in a state of perpetual happiness, and yet dinner was torture for me. I watched Hope as she made conversation with everyone around the table. What a goddess! On the outside she hadn't changed a bit, but on the inside she was emotionally damaged. I could feel how much my absence had affected her. We had both died more times than I could count in the time we were apart. I didn't give a s**t about myself, but I needed to take away all her pain as soon as possible. At dinner Hope kept casually touching my arm or my leg every few seconds until my c**k strained hard against my jeans. Every time we locked eyes she had