Gabriel’s POV I couldn’t breathe. The only thing I could feel was my heart beating. It felt like it was going to beat its way out of my chest. I don’t know how long I had been staring at my laptop screen. I don’t know what I was waiting for. Maybe for the video to start again and for my grandma to say she was kidding. Pure rage brought me back from the numbness. I wanted to kill. I needed to kill. I threw my laptop into a wall and screamed. Next thing I know I was on my feet breaking every piece of f*****g furniture in my living room. The only thing I felt was rage. My knuckles were bleeding profusely, and I had a cut on my cheek from the broken glass when Nick stopped me. “Gabriel, stop!” he screamed at me and grabbed my hands, pulling me towards him and hugging me. I never cry. I n