Chapter Six
Sabrina’s POV
I can no longer stood straight and walk like a model, I’m so drunk and I’m loving it!
I’m hitting the dance floor with Xander right now together with his friends except Yael. He was just sitting at our table and he was looking at us, dancing in the wild.
He probably think I’m a b***h as I continue rubbing my ass on Xander. I smirked at the thought and continue my dancing. Damn! Everything is a blur to me now with the alcohol’s effect but I’m loving it!
From time to time, my eyes are fixed on Yael’s dark and deep eyes while dancing flirtatiously with Xander. I can see the desire on Yael as he watches me, continuously licking his lip as his eyes wanders on me whole.
He looked seduced and that’s exactly what I wanted. I. want. him. seduced.
I felt Xander stopped riding with my vibe and halted his moves. His eyes are looking at me with furrowed brows and I bit my lip as my wry eyes looked at him.
“What’s wrong?” I asked and turn to face him, encircling my arms around his neck.
Xander held my waist with two strong arms and his jaw clenched as he kept giving me intense glare. “Even though I agreed to be your toy as long as you want, I think I have the right to feel envious right now.” he said, leaning in to my ear so I could hear.
Damn well.
I bit my lip more that it felt like my its gonna burst as I try stopping myself from smiling.
It seems he noticed what I was trying to do and it made his patience snapped. Oh, he is mad. I can see it by the way he look at me.
“Oh!” I yelped when Xander held my hand and pulled me out of the crowded floor. I thought he will take me back to our table but we reached the darkest part of the bar with less people lingering around.
I chuckled, trying to ease the atmosphere. “Come on, Xander. You’re too serious.” I said in a teasing voice when he turned to look at me.
“I’m jealous, Sabrina.” he said through gritted teeth. “And I’m dead serious about it.”
Xander pulled me again and leaned me on the cold wall, he stood in front of me and blocked my view so I focus on him only.We are at this dark corner and people barely see us. No one is passing by, too. His arm wrapped around my waist and his eyes looked at mine intensely.
Damn! Xander is giving me the chills and I’m getting wet down town!
“Jealous? Why would you be jealous, Xander?” I licked my lower lip after saying his words. I tried to be calm but I feel something building inside of me.
Not like with Yael, but I feel the hots for Xander, too.
“Yeah, why would I?” he said in a dread tone.
I rolled my eyes and chuckled before pushing my body closer to him. A groan left his chest from what I did and I smiled wide.
“Why are you jealous? To what? To whom?” I said, using my infamous seductress voice.
“You,” he groaned. “You tell me. The way you look at him annoys me! I’m with you yet you look at him like you are with him.” his voice is hoarse but I can hear the bitterness in it.
I blinked as I realize what he meant. It barely sink in to my head but I know he was talking about the way I look at Yael as we gone wild on the dance floor.
“Him? Who’s him?” Yeah right, Sabrina. Be the innocent girl and act like one.
Xander shook his head, his eyes awe in disbelief and irritation.
“Why can’t you answer your own question? I know you know who I mean.”
I shrugged, enjoying his frustration.
“Well, I won’t ask if I know and I am asking you because as far as I remember, I am with you. Not looking at any man but you.” I tried to hide my smirk as Xander screwed his eyes shut, feeling more angered from my act.
“Would ‘Yael’ ring a bell?” he said as he look at me again.
I chuckled faintly. Somehow, I regret asking because the name he mentioned irritates me a bit.
“Why is he involve in this conversation?” I still went on to my act. My fingers played on the skin of his nape and he cuss under his breath, pushing himself to me.
“Shouldn’t he?” he snapped.
I rolled my eyes at him. “Please stop with the questions, baby. We are no CIA here.”
“Yeah? But I’m jealous, Sabrina Montezar. And I hate it.”
The heat coming from his angered words is making me… excited. Not like how I feel towards Yael, but it still sent a tingling feeling to me.
“But there;s nothing you should be jealous about.” I pouted as I whispered the words.
My palm touched his cheek and caress him there. I felt his fingers dug deeper on my waist, his expression softening little.
“Really? Humor me, then.” he whispered weakly and I closed my eyes when his hot breath touched my face.
Argh.
I know what he meant so my hands cupped both of his cheeks, drawing him closer to me.
“With pleasure.” I pulled his head and our lips touched. I kissed him hungrily but I noticed that he was not moving his lips to respond to my kisses.
Ugh. Damn it!
I opened my closed eyes and saw Xander looking at me while our lips are still in contact. Slowly, I pulled away and looked at him with confusion.
Xander tilted his head a little to the side, taking his eyes off me. “When you closes your eyes, who do you see?” he asked with meaning.
I snorted upon realizing what he meant but I’m not after another conversation to comfort his jealousy.
“Black.” I giggled as I said it. It’s true though, I was not thinking of anyone or picturing anyone in my head.
Xander’s jaw clenched and suddenly, he claimed my lips, giving me a rough kiss.
“Ahh~” I cried when I felt I’m almost crashed by his strong grip yet it felt good, too. He continued kissing me hungrily and I responded to him just as is. His tongue slipped in my mouth when I moaned and the kiss grew deeper by the second.
Xander stopped kissing me and I gasped for breath while he huffed, unsated.
“You’re rough,” I complained, chuckling.
Xander smirked and his hand moved to my ass and cupped it lightly.
“I love it rough.” he whispered, smirking again.
‘More rough than Yael?’ I thought.
I just smiled at him and my hands wrapped tighter to his neck. “When are we going to do it?” I asked haughtily.
Xander chuckled and dipped his head in my neck. “I’ll gladly take you here given my fading patience, Sab, but I want you all to myself.” he whispered.”Every inch of this body…” he trailed his fingers from my neck, down in between my breasts. “is mine.”
I gasped when his fingers moved to my navel, down… more…
But he stopped before reaching my sensitive part. I cursed and opened my eyes, unaware that I closed them.
My eyes narrowed at him and he laughed.
“Tease!” I hissed and Xander laughed more.
“I’m just playing with you, just as much as you want to play me.”
My brows furrowed and my veins felt like popping with what I heard. Something is wrong here…
I ran my fingers up to his head, grabbing a handful of his hair lightly, pulling his face closer to me which earned a groan from him.
“You are my toy. I get to play with you but you won’t. I hold the piece here, you are my piece.” I said in a serious tone.
Play me? No freaking way.
Xander bit his lip and frowned but I see him enjoying what I’m doing.
I ran my fingers on his hair more, tilting his head up as he groaned. I placed my lips on his neck and suck on his skin, nibbling it after licking into one place.
Xander moaned.
“Answer me, Xander. Are you letting me play with my toy or are we ending this now? I hate repeating myself, baby, so you better choose your next word right.”
My hand moved down to his chest, to his chiseled abs and Xander groaned once again when I licked his jawline.
“Which will it be, lover boy?” I asked in a soft whisper, slipping my hands inside his shirt.
Xander cursed when he felt the warmth from my small palm.
He groaned, “You’re the boss, then. But let me tell you, I love it hard and rough. You better not change that part.” he said, his breath seems like almost leaving him.
I chuckled.
“I won’t. I’m looking forward for it.” my fingers found his hardened n****e and it caress it lightly, making him moan. “I planned to make this simple but don’t try to overpower me. I am the rule. Now, kiss me, Xander.”
As he heard the words, he met my lips and kissed me with the same intense as he did earlier. His hands went on my butt, urging me to jump on him so I did. I jumped and my legs locked on his torso.
The hardened member inside his pants emitted a desiring warmth on my core and he continued dry humping on me.
I moaned as I felt electrocuted by the agonizing moves of his hips, rubbing his to mine. I’m wearing a dress and the thin fabric covering my wetness is useless! I am so wet, soaked and I know he knew about it.
“Ugh, you’re making me so hard. So hard, Sabrina.” he said, breaking our kiss to move on my neck. I moaned loud when he sucked and bit my skin.
I think we are doing it here and I’m getting out of breath from too much anticipation and excitement!
“More! I want to lose my virginity here. Now.” I said in a moan.
Xander suddenly halted and stopped what he was doing. For a second, I thought he was just adjusting me in place but when he looked at me with shock expression, I knew it was not it.
“W-What?” I asked, suddenly agitated.
“Are you serious?” he asked in disbelief.
What was wrong? Isn’t he thrilled? This is a new experience, or may be for him.
“It’s okay for me to lose it here--”
“Not that. You’re a virgin?” he squinted his eyes.
Oh, that.
“Yeah?” Is that a problem?
“f**k!” he cursed loud and carefully let go of me, placing me back to the floor. “I’m not a virgin killer, Sabrina!”
My eyes widened and it was my turn to be shock! “What?! Aren’t you expert on this?! What are you talking about?”
He shook his head, eyes screwing shut as he groaned in frustration. The F?!
“If there is law, I have one fvcking steady rule for myself, Sabrina.” he said, a little calmer now.
“And that is not f*****g virgins like me?” My jaw dropped. “Xander!”
“Yes. f**k!” he started walking back, away from me a little as his hands run through his hair, tugging on it.
“B-But how will we--I am a virgin, Xander! You have to do me and make me not!”
I know I sounded desperate but damn it! I thought I will lose my V-titled right now but, damn!
“Holy--! So this is why Yael act so calm that you choose me! He f*****g know I don’t do virgins!” he said, almost talking to himself.
“So you really won’t?” I craned my neck as I ask.
He looked at me with softened eyes, apology is clearly in it. “Sorry, Sab. I can’t…
I whispered a cursed and closed my eyes as I lean my head on the wall.
“How about Jolo? Marko, perhaps?” I asked, hopeful. I really have a plan and it won’t happen if its not one of Yael’s friend!
No. The three of us is strict about this-”
I snapped my head and looked at him. “Three? You mean-”
“Yes. f**k!” he screwed his eyes shut again and looked up. “Yael is the only one…”
I cursed again.
No. This can’t be. I don’t want him to be… damn it!
I stood straight and shook my head. I feel like the effects of the alcohol just left my head. I should go home. I can’t stay here more.”
Xander took a step forward, closer to me. “What about us?”
I glared at him and the side of my lip arched a bit. What’s his use of me now? I can’t--I need to--damn it. My head is not functioning well with all these!
“You mean our plaything? I’ll get back at you maybe when I lose my virginity.”
I walked out and away from him. I heard Xander cursed loudly but I did not bother to look back at him.
I need another plan. I need to rethink this over again.
As son as I walked out of the club, someone walked with me.
“Xander can’t f**k you?”
His voice sent shivers on my spine and its enough to make my core quiver. Damn you, Yael!
I rolled my eyes and avoided looking at him, continuing to walk away.
“I still would not pick you. You won’t be my first.” I know he was hopeful from my misfortune and that’s the last thing I wanted to give him. The pleasure of winning.
“We’ll see. I may be your first, second, and so on…” he whispered, leaning closer so he can whisper the words to my ears as we walk.
I stopped and faced him.
“Keep dreaming, it’s free.”
And I’m quickly out of that place.