“Mag sorry ka Savion!” Galit na sabi ko sa kanya. Hindi niya ako pinansin at umupo ito sa sofa. Nakakainis talaga ang lalaking ito. “Savion ano ba, say sorry to her.” Naiinis na sabi ko. He stood up from the sofa at lumapit Kay Stacey.
“I’m sorry,” Sabi niya kay Stacey at agad na tinapakan ni Stacey ang paa niya. Napaaray namin si Savion dahilan ng pagtawa ko. Bakit parang dalawang bata ang kasama ko ngayon? Ang Isa matanda na pero isip bata.
After a few hours, I succeed in making Stacey sleep. Nasa sofa kami ngayon at hinahaplos ko ang ulo ni Stacey habang natutulog ito. Nakita ko na lumapit si Savion at tinignan kami. “Do you want to be a mother?” tanong nito. I nodded my head at tinignan si Stacey.
“When I was young, I dreamed to be a mother.” Sabi ko sabay ngiti. He nodded his head at mukhang malalim ang iniisip. Hindi ko siya pinansin. Nakarinig kami ng doorbell at pumunta si Savion sa labas at maya maya I saw a handsome man walking inside. Napatingin ito sa akin at Kay Stacey.
“Thank you so much for babysitting my daughter,” Sabi Niya.
“You’re welcome.” Sabi ko sa kanya at kinuha Niya SI Stacey.
“I’m Daniel,” Sabi Niya sabay ngiti and I smiled back.
“Charm,” Sabi ko. Savion glanced at us.
“Sige na Daniel, lumayas kana sa bahay ko.” Sabi ni Savion and I glared at him. Baka rude niya. I heard Daniel chuckled.
“You should get laid, your hormones is flaring up.” Natatawang Sabi ni Daniel and wink at me. Uminit ang pisngi ko and he finally left leaving me with Savion. He is glaring at me at hindi ko alam kung bakit. Ano na naman ba ang nagawa ko?
“Do you like my cousin?” Tanong niya. Nagseselos ba siya?
“Eh ano Naman kung Oo? At tsaka may anak na yun,” Naiinis na sabi ko.
“Oh so you like him? I should have known, marami ka palang lalaki.” He said coldly and I want to slap him pero pinigilan ko ang aking Sarili. He doesn’t deserve a reaction from me. Okay naman kami kanina, sinisira niya ang mood.
“Nothing compared to you,” I said angrily and stormed off at pumunta sa guestroom. I am a virgin for christ’s sake! Nasasaktan Ako when he say something like that because I never had a boyfriend. Why does he think that I am a slut?
I sigh at humiga sa kama. After a few minutes, napabalikwas Ako sa kama nang makarinig Ako ng sigaw sa kabilang kwarto. I ran towards the room at binuksan ito. I saw Savion looking scared habang nakatayo sa ibabaw ng kama niya.
“Anong nangayri?” Nag aalala na tanong ko. He pointed something in the floor at Nakita ko Ang ipis kaya agad akong napatakbo at umakyat sa kama ni Savion. “Tangina mo Savion! Dinamay mo pa ako.” Mangiyak ngiyak na sigaw ko. Takot ako sa ipis because I got bitten once when I was a kid.
Kumuha si Savion ng unan at binato ang ipis. Why is he so scared of that damn cacroach? He was used in a poor lifestyle so that kind of pest shouldn’t scare him. “Why are you scared Savion? I bet you always see that back in the past.” Galit na sabi ko at agad siyang napatingin SA akin.
“Back when I was POOR,” He emphasized the poor word at nakaramdam ako ng guilt. “I don’t fear pest except sa ipis, I have a phobia with that since I was a kid.” Malamig na sabi niya. Nakita ko na nawala na ang ipis and I went down.
“I’m sorry,” Sabi ko.
“Wala ka paring pinagbago, Charm. You are still that arrogant b***h whom I met.” Galit na sabi Niya at nakaramdam Ako ng galit.
“Kailan mo pa ba ibabalik ang nakaraan, Savion? Hindi kaba magsasawa?!” Galit na tanong ko. He walked towards me dangerously but I didn’t step back. Let’s see who will win in this fight.
“Hindi ako magsasawa because you f*****g humiliated me!” He yelled back at ngayon malapit na kami sa isa’t isa. I pushed his chest but he grabbed my hands.
“I was sorry! I was just freaking young!” Galit na sabi ko. I bet my ears are turning red because of anger now. Lumapit siya sa akin and I glared at him and tears are starting to form in my eyes.
“You’re sorry?! Do you think sorry will ease all the pain that I have suffered because of you?!” Galit na tanong niya. Naiintindihan ko naman na nasaktan ko siya but this is too much. He will never forgive me.
“And what are you doing to me now Savion? We are even now, you already kept on hurting me! You even say that I am a slut!” I cried.
“Because you are! Mali ba ako? I saw you hanging out with different guys.” Galit na sabi niya. I don’t even remember hanging out with guys. I hang out with guys back then but it was my cousins. I slapped him hard in his face.
“f**k you Savion! I hate you! I hate yo—
I was cut off by a kiss in my mouth. Savion is kissing me hard and passionate na para bang kaninin niya na ang bibig ko. I was never been kissed by a man before, he is my first time. Our lips are moving in sync and I grabbed the back of his head as he grabbed my legs at pinatong ako sa kanya and carried me.
He laid me in the bed without breaking the kiss and he caressed my breast which made me wet inside. Halo Halo ang aking emosyon and I was feeling a different kind of pleasure for the first time. Hinila ni Savion pataas ang damit ko but I grabbed his hand to stop him but he would’nt stop. He sucked my neck angrily at napaaray Ako sa sakit.
“Savion, stop!” I cried when he aggressively caressed my breast. I tried to push him away pero malakas Siya, “N-Nasasaktan ako, Savion.” I whispered while crying and he finally stopped at Napa buntong hininga.
“f**k, I-Im sorry Charm.” He said painfully but I slapped him in the face at agad na tumakbo palabas. He hurt me physically now, he is getting worst and I am hurting emotionally. Bakit Niya nagagawa sa akin ito? Ganun na ba talaga kalaki ang kasalanan ko para gawin Niya it
Screw you, Savion!