Samantha POV
Mother... She’s alive…… I don’t even know how to comprehend what is happening. After they vanished I dropped. I had not realized I had been holding my breath till I felt Asher’s hands catch me as I fell. Dad was holding mom as Rowen had his and dad's men search for the intruders. No one knew how they made it over the boarders without anyone knowing it.
I had not realized we had gotten home till I hear Cheyenne scream when she sees mom. We rush her to the pack hospital. Mark and Cheyenne work there magic on mom while Rowen and Asher hold dad back so he does not snap Mark in half for touching his mate. Since she is back he has become overly protective even though she is asleep and showing no sign of pain. She had fallen asleep not long after the rogues disappeared and has not woken up yet, even while I held her on dads back as we ran to the packhouse. I had cried the whole time too.
I stood watching through the window into the room. Dad was sitting next to the bed holding mom's hand. I have never seen him this vulnerable since the day she disappeared. It had taken him about 6-months to get himself back together, but now that she is back I hope it will help hi get all the way back to normal.
‘As long as she wakes up okay I think he will be fine’, Tine says and I nod slightly. Asher comes up behind me and hugs me tightly.
“You, Mi Amor, need to get some sleep. You have been up for 20 hours now. I know you think your fine but you are driving Xander and me insane. Please, baby lets get you home.” Asher says but I don’t move. He sighs while holding me. And the next thing I knew he is throwing me over his shoulder and out the door we go.
“Put me down now you ass I am not leaving till she wakes up” I yell at him while hitting his back. He shrugs me up more and smacks my butt and I let out a yelp causing him to laugh.
“You need to rest. Mark and Blaine are both there and so are most of the royal guards. Everything will be okay. You need to take care of your own body. Your mother would be mad if you got sick because of neglecting your needs. I know you are worried about her but she is under the best care there is. I am worried about you baby girl, so no matter what you say I am taking you to our room and you are sleeping for more than 3 hours, even if I have to get you medication to cause it.” He says not caring who sees as we walk into the packhouse and up to our floor.
We enter the room and he sets me down in the bathroom while he runs hot water for me so I can have a soak in the tub. He says it will help me relax and sleep after the training and chaos with mother. As I turn around and take my clothing off there is a knock on the door but before I can answer Asher walks right in. I scream.
“What are you doing get out” I yell as I crouch down to the floor. I turn my body so that it's my back towards him and he can’t see me blush.
‘You do know that he can still see your ass, right?’ Tine says and I blush harder.
“Mi Amor, come on get up off the floor and get in the tub.” He says as if seeing my body is nothing to him……
‘what the hell who does he think he is. Acting as if my body is nothing at all. Is he comparing me to someone else?’ I say to tine and I hear her growl. Little did I know that I growled out loud.
“Hey, calm down baby, I’ll see you before too long we are mates after all.” He says and I can hear the smile on his face. I snap. Jumping to my feet I spin around and smack him hard.
“Oh, who the hell do you think you are. Mate’s or not you act like seeing my body is nothing. Are you comparing me to one of those palace whores or something? JUST GET THE HELL OUT.” I yell at him in an alpha tone and push him out locking the door behind me.
“Samantha that is not what I meant at all.” He says through the door and I can hear the panic in his voice.
‘I am telling you this now Sam you just hurt him bad. He and Xander are not like that. You are growing stronger and I can now hear and talk to Xander and he feels really bad now.’ Tine says.
“Sam, baby I promise I have never seen another woman in my life. I have never touched anyone else either. Not even a kiss. Please, Samantha, believe me, Mi Amor, I only wanted to help get you washed up so you could relax.” He says. I sit there for a few minutes both trying to calm down and trying to figure out what is going on.
“I will unlock the door and I’ll let you know when you can come in, but keep your eyes closed till I know the bubbles cover me up,” I tell him and it’s as if I can feel the relief and happiness he is feeling.
‘That is the bond you are feeling. You want to make him feel better and you want to always make him feel happy.’ Tine says. I get into the tub and sink so that everything except my shoulders and head is under the bubbles.
‘I love the fact that these tubs are so deep’ I think as I hear a knock on my door.
“You can come in now,” I say in a low voice and sink a little deeper in.
Asher walks over slowly and I see a tint of red on his face and I can tell he is just as shy as I am.
“Can I wash your hair for you?” he asks and I nod slowly. He runs hot water from the sink and has me lean my head back as he pours the water over my hair. He lathers up shampoo and rubs my head with his hands and I let out a light moan not meaning to.
“Don’t go making sounds like that baby girl, you are going to cause problems I am not sure you are ready to take care of.” He says and I blush again.
“It’s not my fault it just feels so good,” I tell him keeping my eyes closed.
“I am about to ask something really bold, and please feel free to say no but, can I go ahead and wash your back for you?” he asks and my eyes shoot open in time to see his face go red as well making mine even darker. I lean up and he steps back.
“Y-yea that w-will be fine. Just no funny business.” I tell him pulling my knees up to my chest and lean forward.
“O-okay I am going to start with your shoulders and work my way down. Just tell me where you want me to stop. I’ll give you a back rub once you lay down on the bed.” He says and I nod. I let him run the warm rag along my shoulders and down my back. His hands felt so well that I never told him to stop so he finished rinsing my back and said he would step out to let me get changed. I drain the tub and dry off. As I walk over to my outfit I had pick out I decide I want to wear something else. I step into the closet since it is connected to the bathroom and I go to my side of the wall. I grab a thin-strapped black silk tank-top and a pair of his red boxer-briefs. I slip my legs into them and slid them up to my chest.
‘It’s kind of funny that I can fit his clothes’ I think out to Tine and I can hear her snicker.
‘Being kind of bold aren’t you?’ she asks me.
‘What can I say. He is being really sweet and I love how these fit. They feel like the spandex outfit that Megan gave me.’ I say back while rolling my eyes. I walk out of the door to see Asher sitting on the be with his back against the headboard and I see his eyes closed. I walk over to him and just as I reach out to poke him his eyes snap open and grab my hand rolling me on my back on the bed and hovering above me. I can see the lust in his eyes and I feel it building in me as well but just as his eyes change from green to black they change back.
“U-um flips over for me so I can rub your back please.’ Asher says coughing as he sits up. I flip over and feel him straddle my butt. He places his hands on the back of my neck and works his way down slowly adding just enough pressure in all the right spots. I feel his hand go down my back near my waist and I let out a sigh of content. He rubs slow circles in the small of my back and I let out a moan causing him to stop. I roll over to look at him and see he has a hand covering his mouth and is extremely red. I try to tap into the bond we are sharing and I feel the lust coming from him. I slide out from between his legs and give him a slight push breaking him from his trance. He slips back and he lands his back on the headboard looking shocked. I take this to my advantage and push myself up onto his lap. I slid my arms around his neck and give him a shy look.
“Mi Amor, you are making it harder and harder for me to control myself,” he says with a shaky breath.
“Maybe I don’t want you to control yourself,” I say while leaning into him brushing my lips to his. He lets out a low moan and I can feel his hands on my back pulling me closer to him. He moves his lips from mine and works his way down my jawline to my neck and I hum in content. As I am getting swept away with the feeling of his hands on my body, I remember what I had said in the bathroom.
‘was what he said earlier true?’ I asked myself.
“Asher I have to ask you a question before we go any further,” I tell him in a shaky breath and he stops.
“I already know what you want to ask and I am going to tell you straight. I have never once touched any other woman. I have never kissed another woman, well other than my mom but she doesn’t count. But I…..” he fades off as he turns red in the face.
“So you are saying you’re a virgin as well?” I asks shyly and turn red too.
“Yes I am and I have saved myself for my mate. I have had girls try to climb into my bed before but they never got far. Hell, I haven’t even had a girlfriend. Father had tried to set me up with someone to be engaged to in our pack but I hardly ever saw her. I really wanted nothing to do with her that way when I found my mate I would have a clear head.” He says and he places his hands on my shoulders and drops his head.
“Please believe me when I say you are the only one I have and will ever have in my heart.” He says as he sits up. The words he has spoken seem to cut through any doubt I have ever had. I pull him down to me, falling onto my back. His lips crush onto mine and he nips at my bottom lip asking me to open and I give him a smirk but do not let him and this causes him to growl. He snakes his arms around the small of my back as he kisses me deeper I twist my hands into his hair and he slips his hands up my side making me gasp. He takes his chance and plunges his tongue into my mouth and I moan in content. His fingers dance across my skin and I feel the shock of our bond.
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I move my hands down his body and lift his shirt up over his head, only breaking our lips long enough so that both of our shirts lay on the floor. We pull our lips back together fighting for dominance and breath all at the same time. He pulls away and slides his lips down to the spot on my neck where his mark will go and I moan even louder as he nibbles at my skin.
“I don’t want to force you into anything but dammit baby girl, I am loving the look of you in my boxers. I love the way your body fills out every inch of them. I love my sent all over your body. I love how you smell of fresh evergreen and kiwis as well. It is so mouthwatering.” He says as he brings his mouth down to my exposed n*****s. He lightly pinches one of them while gently pulling on the other one with his teeth. I let out a loud gasp and I feel wetness pooling in between my legs as I try to squeeze them around Asher’s waist.
“Goddess help me, Sam, I can smell your arousal and it is killing me so badly,” Asher says as I feel one of his hands slip between my legs and he rubs his finger lightly against my bundle of nerves through the fabric of his boxers. I arch my back at the sensation that runs over my body.
“A-Asher,” I say breathlessly.
“What do you want Mi Amour?” he asks looking at me deep in my eyes.
“P-please”
“Please what baby?”
“P-please don’t stop I need more of you,” I say and I feel him press into me. I lose my mind as he grinds on me.
“We won't go all the way, I will save that for after you turn and we can mark each other, but please let me feel you at least this much. Let me make you feel good.” He says and I nod.
He kisses his way down my body as he slides his fingers up my inner thigh and under the pair of shorts. I look down to see him using his teeth to pull them down past my hips and I lift my butt up so he can slide them off all the way. I close my legs and I hear him growl.
“Don’t hide from me baby girl. You are dripping wet for me and I want all of you. I feel his hot breath on my dripping core and I shutter as he kisses it. My mind goes blank as he slides a finger in slowly. My hips buckle into him as he adds his mouth as well. I arch my back and I feel myself getting closer to the edge. I have never felt this way before in my life.
“A-Asher I can’t take it much longer I’m going to……” but I can’t finish my sentence before another wave crashes over me.
“c*m for my baby. I want to taste every last bit of you.” Asher says and I lose everything. After the final waves of pleasure subside I try to catch my breath. I feel my body shake with after tremors as Asher places kisses on my stomach and makes his way back up to my lips.
“How did that feel?” he asks
“I-I have never felt something so good in my life,” I say to him before kissing him.
“But what about you?” I ask as I feel my eyes begin to close. I hear him let out a light chuckle as he places a light kiss on my forehead.
“Well baby girl, I am going to have a nice refreshing hot shower… after I take a cold one though. You get some sleep and I will be back shortly.” He says as he covers me back up and I drift off to sleep.