CHAPTER FOUR
My mind went still, completely numb with pain mixed with shock. Seconds crawled by as I tried to make sense of it all. How was he here right at this time and in the same place as me? How the f**k was he even talking to me right now? Did he really forget how he took my f*****g virginity and left without a word when I needed him the most? He had been my best friend, my anchor and then without caring, he had abandoned me at my worst possible moment.
“You f*****g piece of s**t!” That was the first thing that rolled off my lips the moment the shock wavered off me. I was angry; fuming and he was lucky all I could hear was his voice because all I wanted was to scratch his damn face, kick him in the balls so hard that he’d have to ask the heavens for mercy and then just call him all the names I has wanted for a long time.
“Hmm…so fiery. That’s what I love about you Jazz,” his voice had grown deeper, huskier than I remembered it. The fact that he acted like all this was so natural was just piecing me off.
Letting the boxes drop on the floor, I made up my mind,” I’m done playing this sick game Kaden. You can go f**k yourself,” Why was I so cussive suddenly? I hated this raging side of me.
“You haven’t changed at all. Still the same naïve girl who is too scared of trying stuff out. Still so comfortable in your little bubble of perfection and all you are ever going to is keep on pining over being like those women in TV shoes,” That stopped me on my tracks. Oh! He had no idea how much I had changed. Even though my instincts were screaming for me to just run out of that door, my body and mind seemed to be thinking otherwise.
“Same naïve girl? Watch this and let’s see who did not actually change. Perhaps you are the one who is still the same teenage boy that thinks having a new girl on his arm each day makes him cool,” I had no idea what I was doing but my hands moved, unzipping the dress I was wearing.
“Now that’s the kind of fire I like,” He said and I could almost taste the smirk on his voice.
He liked to play and tease, right? Well, how about he finally got a piece of his own medicine? With an unexplainable new confidence, I let the dress slide off me sensually, slowly and he did not have to be physically present for me to know he was watching my every move. Instead of being a turn off, it triggered the side of me I never thought existed before this. Left in only a bra and lacy panties, I teased him by running my middle right finger over the edge of my bra seductively towards the center of my cleavage, purposefully biting my bottom lip.
“f**k!” I heard him cuss.
Well, Kaden. I’m only getting started.
With a smirk curling up lips, I reached over to pick the two boxes, knowing my ass was at the mercy of his eyes, probably ravaging it.
“Damn! That ass is plumper and sexier than I last remembered it. Wouldn’t you want me to spank it Jazz?” I hated how wickedly enchanting my name sounded on his tongue. It felt like a delicate caress teasing my core, making tingles fly all over me.
“You mean this?” I smirked, spanking my ass cheek lightly with my free hand, feeling it bounce.
“Just a little bit harder. You’ve been such a naughty woman Jazz,” It was impossible to imagine that this was me, completely calm and having a rather sensual conversation with one of the men I hated the most.
“Too bad, it would be only in your dreams Kaden,”
“I really doubt that,” So sure of himself, huh? There was a time I found that sexy in a man but not this time.
“Don’t be so cocky Kaden,” I opened the box, pulling out the stripper skirt, feeling a little bit of self-doubt ease inside me. Truthfully speaking, I was a little insecure in my own body but this time I was not going to let Kaden win. Taking a deep breath, I unstrapped my heels, kicking them off, reveling for a second at the feel of freedom on my legs.
“Come on Jazz, take that bra off. I want to see those f*****g n*****s. Wait, how would you want me to taste them. Suck on those juicy tips perhaps? Lick the edges maybe? I was thinking about biting them. At first softly but then I go on hard until you are screaming my name. What do you think?” My breath became too loud and too fast in my ear, every inch of me aware of my own hormones running wild inside of me. I did not want to feel this…alive especially not for him but I did. The image of Kaden with his lips around my n*****s, sucking, biting, licking was painted in my brain, every other thought flying out of my brain cells.
“Cannot stop imagining that, now can you Jazz?” Shaking all those unexpected thoughts out of my brain, I cleared my throat noiselessly, hoping he’d not see my flashed cheeks through whatever he was watching me with.
“Not really. I’m wondering just how much you have been dreaming of my n*****s. Looks like you are in dire need of licking- oh wait, biting them. Aren’t you Kaden?” I teased right back.
“You have really changed Jazz, haven’t you? And I’m not talking about your body though it has changed considerably much too. You have no idea how much I want to take you up against that wall but I’m a very patient man,” I did not miss the light, sexy, chuckle accompanied by his statement. I could almost picture his dimpled cheeks deepened into a smile.
“Are you going to shut up and let me do things my way or are we going to be here all night listening to you flaunting your prowess like some self-proclaimed high school jock?”
“Looks like I’m in for quite the night then. Bring it on Jazz. Let me see if you’ve got it. After all, hasn’t this been one of your dreams?”