Beyond The Boundaries

Chapter- 1 Broken

Slamming the car door,I stepped out or I forced myself to step out,standing immobile at the sidewalk. The heavy torrents were drenching me from head to toe. But who cares?

When you have a already drenched soul outside hardly matters. The things that were happening in front of me was like an ongoing slow motion movie in front of my eyes. It felt like time for me has just stopped. People were rushing to their homes,some running, trying to protect them with their flimsy raincoats, whilst others were enjoying the heavens outbursts by managing under one umbrella. So romantic, isn't it?

I heard the car's engine behind me start up and then it sped off. I heard a guy telling me that I should get going or I will catch cold. Another lady whispered "Maybe she's sick?"

Was I? 

But these weren't what was going on inside my heart,inside my mind. I wanted to move,in fact honestly run but I knew the moment I take a step forward I will collapse on the ground.

You must have heard the quote "Wounds inflicted by a sword may heal over time,but those inflicted by words never heals...". 

Right at the moment I realized how true they were. Those words......those simple words,words which we couldn't neither see,or touch, whose impact could only be felt and the impact was unexplainable. I could never in my life ever forget those words....never:

"Oh come on Ella,would you just let me and Alexis live in peace? For God's sake,what's wrong with you? See,I understand how desperate and probably lonely you are and I am sorry. If you want I can set you up with someone? But please,for heavens sake leave me alone. Leave us alone. Just get it into the fat head of yours,that I-DONT-LOVE-YOU!, Ella Miller,I just don't ! I only love just one person and that's Alexis, Got me? Don't force me to hate you,I will drop you home but don't you again show me your face again, I beg you!!"

I couldn't take it any longer, my legs gave away beneath me and I slumped down on the pavement. Cold took over me,radiating more from inside me than from my damp body outside. Every person has a limited endurance power,limited strength and I guess mine had completely exhausted. Before I could grasp it ,my vision began to blur and the ground began to came up. In the trance, I smiled to myself. I guess this was my end.

End from all miseries, pain and heartbreak..... Forever.