"Sor, sorry..."
Jo hurriedly apologized. She didn't know that the corner she was in was a blind spot. Even if she wasn't blind, she couldn't see it.
However, when a person was so low in self-esteem and extremely lack a sense of security, he or she would subconsciously feel that it was his or her fault.
The nurse who had just been reprimanded by the head nurse for making mistakes was in a very bad mood.
Seeing that Jo was weak, she directly vent her anger on Jo.
"Oh, you are really blind!"
The nurse was very dissatisfied, glanced at Jo, and made a sarcastic remark with a cold hum.
But based on Jo's panicked attitude of admitting her mistake, the nurse didn’t embarrass her any more and was about to leave.
However, Jo pulled her clothes and begged.
"Please, can, can you take me back to my ward."
The nurse looked at Jo who begged her with empty eyes and couldn't help but feel a little compassionate. But the tone was still impatient, "Where's your family?"
Thinking of Shepherd and Nancy, Jo finally denied and shook her head, "I, I have no family..."
"Which ward are you in?"
"I don't know. Please, please help me check... My name is Jo..."
"What's the matter with you since you don’t know your ward number?"
"Who sent you here? He’s too irresponsible. Even if he’s busy, he can hire a nursing worker at least."
Looking at Jo being silent, the nurse waved her hand.
"Forget it. You are so pitiful. But I have to rush to deliver medicine to room 504. Wait here for me for a while, and I'll come back and bring you back."
"OK, thanks. Thank you."
With the help of the nurse, Jo returned to her ward.
And more than an hour later, after Shepherd accompanied his parents and sister, he went to Jo’s ward.
As soon as he opened the door, he saw a woman curling up against the wall, with tears in her eyes, looking at the ceiling empty.
Hearing footsteps, she tentatively asked, "Mr. Shepherd?"
"Yes." The man answered coldly.
Originally, he had to go back. But when he was about to enter the elevator, he still came back to see Jo.
After all, he didn't know if Jo, a blind woman, would be able to go back to her ward.
Just when he was having a good time with his parents and Nancy, he was anxious and worried about it.
Until now, he was relieved to see Jo lying on bed.
"It's getting late. Have a rest early."
The man said these words coldly, and was about to turn and leave. But the next moment, he stopped because of Jo's words.
"Mr. Shepherd, have you ever thought that I am really wronged."
At the moment, Jo's voice was calm. She said to him, "I was was framed by Nancy."
"Nancy framed you?"
As expected, the man couldn't hear any bad word about Nancy. In a moment, his tone became harder, and there was uncontrollable anger.
"Jo, how has Nancy treated you these years? Think about it. How can say that?"
"Besides, do you believe that she almost died in order to frame you?"
At this time, the man looked at Jo with great hatred and anger.
"Jo, it seems that I still underestimated your vicious mind. You are sisters. Why can't you even learn half of Nancy’s kindness and understanding."
"You lie! You are cold-blooded and vicious! Why hasn’t the ten years erased your deep-rooted bad character! "
"Ha... Ha..." So this was her image in his heart?
Jo, who was extremely sad, suddenly laughed at herself.
The next moment, she asked Shepherd, "Mr. Shepherd... Am I really so bad in your heart?"
"Yes."
"I really regret being so kind to you these years that you can't know who you are! If it weren’t for Nancy, I would strangle you since you have become like this!"
After threatening Jo, seeing the woman covered by the quilt trembling violently, Shepherd couldn’t help saying softly.
"However, as long as you are obedient in the future, I will keep you alive after Nancy gets your bone marrow."
After finishing this sentence, Shepherd left directly.
Therefore, he didn't see Jo covered by the quilt trembling violently for half an hour.
She gritted her teeth so hard that it bled.
It turned out that he really didn't want her. If it weren't for Nancy, he wouldn't want her long ago.
Don't want her... Don't want her...
Since Shepherd said that sentence, Jo kept it in mind.
The sentence has been coldly repeated in her ear.
What Jo feared most was to be abandoned.
When she was a child, she was abandoned by her biological parents and stayed at an orphanage.
Later, she and Nancy went to the beggar's place.
At the age of seven, Nancy abandoned her again.
At that time, when the two fled from the beggar's place, she helped Nancy distract the gangsters and was caught back, but Nancy didn't come back to save her.
And now
Now, she would be abandoned by the man she had relied on for ten years.
Was she really so disgusting?
Maybe she shouldn't be alive.
Her body was r***d and she was no longer chaste. She was wronged but unable to argue, and was hated by the one she loved...
The more Jo thought about it, the more desperate she became. In fact, she had just made a decision when she had the courage to speak ill of Nancy to Shepherd.
"Mr. Shepherd, let me disobey you once. Maybe I'm really a bad thing. I really can't see that Nancy betrayed me twice and lived so well."
Nancy quietly whispered. She took out the folding saber under the pillow. She had been looking for it for the whole afternoon.
"As long as I die, Nancy's illness wouldn’t recover... You will certainly hate me... But it's better than not wanting me... Throwing me away..."
Jo didn't find that she was actually crazy destruction.
Since she couldn’t see any hope.
Then let’s die together.
Tears shed down again, and Jo slashed her wrist hard with the saber.