Dylan kisses me fiercely, his fingers caressing every part of my body and I tremble
under him.
" I want you, so so badly," His voice is sending wonderful chills on my skin and my
heart is crazy, so crazy! my heart is feeling a lot of emotions.
Dylan slowly pushes me towards the mattress, he wants us to do it here? on the
mattress? On this small mattress.
What happened to the roses and the scented candles I imagined when I thought
about my first time and why did he growl at me?
I shake my head inwardly, horny wolf but am no better.
I want him. I am willing to lose my virginity to him, is it the mate bond?
Dylan's tongue invades my mouth as he explores while his fingers slip into my shirt. I
have so many questions in my head, will he regret it if we do it? What happens when
morning comes, will he still want me? No one wants me. Wait, why am I bothered, he
is my mate and will never hurt me.
Dylan was made for me, and I want him now. I want to be his.
" You're so beautiful," he breathes against my lips. He carries me to the mattress fast
and hovers over me. He starts to kiss my neck and I moan louder and louder as my
fingers caress his jet-black hair.
Goddess, I want this man. His touch leaves a burning sensation all over my body. "
Why do you smell so good?" He asks, is he too drunk?
" Umm, mates, remember?" I answer. Dylan places sloppy kisses on the part he's
supposed to mark me but leaves despite my whining.
" Wet, good little mate," he praises softly, he continues to multi-task while pleasuring
me with his tongue between my legs. I can feel his hardness against my leg,
suddenly his face is over mine, looking deep into my eyes and then locking our
fingers. I cry out in pain when he enters me, he pauses.
" Shhh," My mate connects his lips to mine in a gentle kiss. Once he's buried in me,
resumes his movements. I feel pain but I can handle it and the more he does the
more pleasure I feel and soon, I lose myself to him.
I try to muffle my moans but Dylan stops me.
" I want to hear you," he whispers. he sucks my breast and I bite his shoulder. At the
point of drawing blood. Soon, my moans are echoing in the room. Our breathing is
erratic. When I thought about having s*x for the first time, I didn't imagine it will be
this good.
I didn't know it will be this good.
" Move with me," Dylan whispers.
" Aah, " I moan as a question.
" Rotate your hips, it's not too hard," I swallow, feeling shy but doing as he says.
Dylan groans in approval as I continue the rotations of my hips.
I feel my walls tighten around him as I reach my peak, my whole body is vibrating
under him.
I've never felt such pleasure before, it's insane. wow! I'm breathing heavily, is this
how s*x feels like? Dylan doesn't stop though, just doing it harder and harder as
another wave of o****m hits me.
Minutes later, he growls and releases in me.
He is still on top of me, inhaling my scent like a drug junkie.
Dylan kisses my hair before rolling off of me.
We are both panting and glistened in sweat.
There is a comfortable silence between us. His breath is even now. I look up to find
him sleeping.
I kiss his lips softly and caress his sharp jaw, how can I be mated to this powerful
man, not only in the pack but the whole continent! I smile, good things are finally
happening in my life. I got my wolf and I'm mated to an alpha, everyone will treat me
well now. I'll be their Luna.
I try to think with conviction but fear creeps in me.
What if they don't accept me? What if they ask him to reject me, they all see me as
the enemy's daughter.
No, my mate and I are mated now.
My fingers trail to touch my marking spot.
Why didn't he mark me? There are many times I thought he would. I could feel his
canines elongate and graze me but he didn't. Just kiss me or suck there instead.
I clear those thoughts from my head. He will eventually mark me, just taking his time.
I shouldn't worry. When morning comes, Dylan will still want me.
I stir awake, slowly opening my eyes. I smile when I see hazel eyes staring at me.
Dylan's fingers are trailing gently over my skin, leaving sparks and warmth where he
touches. I can get used to this, I smile again. I smile because I'm so happy. It has
never happened in a long time.
Dylan's eyes are soft but they suddenly harden.
" Good, you're awake," His morning voice is deep and husky. Memories of last time
replay and my cheeks flush.
He gets up abruptly, picking up his discarded clothes on the ground. I watch him for
a while before I start doing the same. The alpha looks at me with intensity in his
gaze, no signs of emotions there. I fidget, eyes cast on the wooden floor, his alpha
aura is intimidating.
" Cassandra, what happened was a mistake," he grounds, I squint my eyes at him,
waiting for the punchline but he is serious.
I feel like someone has just poured a bucket of wolfsbane on my body and tears
stream down my face.
" Last.. last night," I stutter. I smile, he's good if it's a joke, I will give him that.
" Dy... Dylan,"
" It's Alpha to you," He growls, making me jump. " Did you not hear me, mistake. It
has to be. Look at you, you're just a rogue, a nobody, an enemy to the pack and I'm
an Alpha," he says through grit teeth. Acid rolling off his words.
" I'm your mate," I croak. He chuckles coldly, making me shiver.
Dylan looks at me with disgust just like the others.
I've prayed so many times that my mate should never look at me with disdain if I ever
got one, but my prayers were in vain. I feel dirty, so little under his gaze.
His eyes change color, from his normal Hazel to dark. He growls and continues.
" You can't be my mate, you are nothing, no one. What can you give my pack? I
would never accept you as my mate and Luna, ever!" he growls.
I feel my heartbreak into a million pieces as tears roll down my cheeks. Dylan
continues to talk about rank and what my father did.
Am not my father, Tiberius did terrible things, yes, but am not him. Will I always be
treated and judged by his sins? My mate turns to walk away but stops at the door.
He doesn't look at me when he commands,
" No one should know what happened here,"