One week left till the wedding, one week has passed since the cocktail incident. That night when I had gone to wash my face and put on my sleepwear I had steadied my nerves and readied myself, I wasn't going to let him talk to me like that, I had only done exactly what he did. Although as I got back into the room he wasn't there anymore and I haven't seen him since. I don't know how I feel about all of this, not only am I royally pissed at him, where does he get off telling me what I can and can't do. I agreed to marry him, I never said that I would obey his every word, marriage is about being equal, how is it fair that he can go around kissing and sleeping with Alesca and I can't even kiss another guy.
On the other hand when I let my anger slip I feel depressed. How could he have left me
