Too say I had a bad night of sleep would be the understatement of the year, falling asleep was already a damn hard task, but once I did all I did was toss and turn. Everything was fine, it was more than fine it was great and then we ruined it, by over thinking it. Isn’t the fact that I’m worrying about this proof that I’m not a victim of Stockholm syndrome. I don’t linger on every word he says and change myself to fit him and even if I did isn’t that what couples do, change themselves for each other. Maybe I am a victim, how else can I explain why I have feelings for him after such a short period of time. I need to clear my head, I untangled myself from Xavier’s arms and went to take a long shower, the water did wonders for my bodies tension, but absolutely nothing to clear my mind. When I
