I regretted my encounter with Theo before we had even fallen asleep, but I felt even worse about it in the morning, and I really wished I hadn’t been so stupid.
My head was pounding, and I felt nauseous thanks to the wine I had been drinking, and I couldn’t stand to look at him as he slept soundly in my bed.
It hadn’t even been good.
I had tried, and it should have felt incredible because those things always felt amazing when Daniel was the one I was in bed with, but there was no chemistry between me and Theo.
It was clumsy, and unsatisfying, and I had only done it to take my mind off Daniel and now I was thinking about how good he could make me feel and how amazing it had been while we were at the campsite, or in his hallway after he told me that he loved me.
Loved me… I didn’t even
