Chapter 19 Ana "James I'm so sorry about my mother", I sigh as I close the door to my apartment. I'm so embarrassed about my mother. She's so freaking unbelievable. She's so cruel. I do not want her in my life but what choice do I have? If I want dad, Lily, and Elijah in my life, which I do, I have to have her too. I don't know what's gotten into her. Before I mentioned that I wanted to become a teacher she was the best. Now she's like a monster from my nightmares. When I was a child she was everything to me, I thought she hung the moon. She was the stars in the sky. It’s safe to say that I don’t feel that way anymore after the way she has been treating me. I lean against the front door, not being able to look straight at James after this. He must think my family is the most judging ki