The Ex Luna of Dark Moon Pack

Pleasure not Pain

{Sophia’s POV}

He slid his fingers out, and smirked as he lifted them to his mouth, licking my c** off of his fingers. “Feel better?” He asked.

I laid still for a moment, my body shaking softly, “So much better.. thank you..” I whispered softly.

I sat up, pulling the shirt down and covering myself. My face burning as I thought about what just happened. I realized that I could feel their need through me. I stood slowly, not really sure how to do this. I had never really tried to seduce anyone before. “I-I want to help you too!”

“No, you need to lay down and rest!” Talon said sternly.

“Talon.. I want to taste you two too!” I said, my tone beginning to sound seductive on its own. My desire was flooding the room, I knew they could feel it too. “Take off your clothes, and go lay down on the bed!” I demanded.

“Go lay down on the bed?” Talon smirked, letting of a snarky little laugh.

I frowned, was it too much? Did he not like that? Was I bothering them? I just wanted to make them feel as good as they made me feel, but instead now I felt as though I had upset them. I looked down at the floor and pondered for a moment. The frown taking over my face, and my sadness pouring out through the mate bond. “Hey..” Alec said walking over and lifting me up in his arms. He pulled me to his chest and walked me over to the fireplace. “What’s wrong? Why are you so upset? I’m sure Talon didn’t mean to upset you.” He said, sitting down in the floor and straddling my legs around him. He pulled my head to his chest and played with my hair.

“I-I just wanted to make you guys feel good.. did I do it wrong? Did I do something to upset you?” I asked, looking between the two of them.

“No, no, not at all! Of course you didn’t upset us! I-I’m sorry! I wasn’t thinking, I just.. I’m not used to people bossing me around..” Talon said, he was now standing across the room, scratching the back of his head nervously.

“Oh..” I let out a soft sigh. “A-Alright..” I nodded my head and laid it back on Alec’s chest. I wasn’t very good at this, all of my “encounters” with Dimitri were horrible. All I felt was fear, and pain, my heart sank as I thought about it. I knew that they could feel that, and I tried so hard to turn my attention away from it. I couldn’t, no matter how hard I tried that thought of Dimitri’s disgusting hands on me. The way that he would torment me, and hurt me, then laugh in my face.. it just tore me apart. “I-I’m sorry.. I truly don’t want to cry.. I was a Luna already.. I know how I should act..” I whispered against Alec’s broad chest.

Alec pushed me back slightly, moving me so he could look in my eyes. “Hey, you’re the Luna here now too.. maybe not officially yet, but you are! We want you to feel safe, secure, and just as important as you are! I’m sorry, we should have just listened.. we’re just.. we’re not used to being bossed around by anyone.. maybe besides mom. We didn’t have anyone bossing us around ever, so having you, our tiny little mate come in and change things up has thrown us through a loop. We’ll get better at listening, but you also need to listen to us.” He said, brushing my long silver hair out of my eyes. “We only want what’s best for you, and until your heat cycle is through, you need to rest!” He said, pointing to the bed.

I groaned softly, images of me being bent over the edge of the bed, and Alec entering me slowly crept into my mind. I hadn’t been like this ever with Dimitri. Any idea of Dimitri was soon replaced with all of the horrible things he did to me. With Alec and Talon.. I want to do things with them.. things that as a woman I’m slightly too nervous to say. I had only just met my mates, and I have already been more forthcoming with them then I ever was with Dimitri. “Alec.. you don’t understand..” I whispered softly, laying my face against his chest.

“Then explain it to me..” he said, running his hand gently up and down my back, sending little shivers up my spine.

“It’s not like I’m a v*****.. I’m not saving myself at this point.. I really want to.. I want you two..” I whimpered out, I’m sure I sounded pitiful. “I want to be with you two, I want to feel pleasure, not pain. I want to feel what it feels like to be with my mates. People who actually love me, and want to be with me too!” I said, looking up into his eyes. “I haven’t been around someone who has actually cared for me since my parents and my brother died.. I want to be with you two.. I want to feel you two, and I want to feel what it feels like to be loved..” I looked over at Talon.

He was standing against the door frame, his jaw was agape, and his eyes wide. I looked down, tracing his body with my eyes and landing on his c***, that seemed to be twitching painfully in his boxers. I couldn’t help the m*** that escaped my lips as I watched it twitch. I tried to pull my legs together, but I was still straddling Alec, instead my hips ground into his. That’s when I remembered that I wasn’t wearing any underwear. I gulped hard, and stood up leaving Alec’s lap. I walked over to the bed and grabbed the bottom of the shirt. I pulled it up over my head and tossed it to the floor. I crawled into the bed, and laid down, I bent one of my legs, propping it up, and with one hand I massaged my breast, with the other I slowly traced my fingertips down my stomach. I kept running my fingers down, until they hit my c***, I rubbed it softly, allowing myself to m*** in pleasure as I played with myself in front of them. I slowly slipped one finger in, and grabbed my n***** pinching it between my fingers. “Alec.. Talon..” I m***** their names as I pleasured myself right in front of them. Their eyes stalking hungrily over me, as I kept f******** myself, for all of our enjoyment.