Forbidden love

I moved to Ohio after my parents' death last year.. I showered and blow dry my hair and put on my Nivea body milk lotion and opened my drawer and picked my red floral lingerie set and wore it,, I slipped on my silver bodycon dress and put on some lip gloss I combed my hair and curled it into big waves.. I took my keys,phone,id card,lip gloss and placed them in my purse.. My phone started ringing and I picked up .. Hey girlll am outside your apartment get your butt here my bestfriend said and hung up ..I giggled and made my way outside the apartment My brother is probably at work or trying to ignore me....Am Lilly Williams..Am in my first year of college..I live with my older brother..I love going out to clubs and to have fun with my best friend and her girlfriend lol I got into Layla's car and she drove off with speed.."b***h, you would get us killed I said glaring at her.. I have to pick up my baby girl she said referring to her girlfriend... Layla is the only friend I have had since middle school...we are more like sisters. when she first came out as a lesbian I supported her and stood by her side. She packed in front of her girlfriend's apartment and I saw Daisy walking up to the car.. Layla got out and met her half way and kissed her girlfriend.. I took a picture and sent it to them.. Hey Lilly, how are you Daisy asked?.I am fine and you I asked am good..We drove to the club and we got in and went to have a seat at the vip section Am scared of how I feel I said,, Are you sure you are attracted to your brother Daisy asked , We kissed the last time and since then he has been avoiding me I said with sadness Follow your heart and let it lead you Layla said,,But my heart wants him and it's impossible because he is my BROTHER I screamed in frustration.. Calm down dear Daisy said and I relaxed a bit We had drinks and had fun at the club before I got dropped off..I fumbled with the keys but I got in and made my way to the living room...I opened the fridge and took water...I removed my dress and walked to my brother's room I climbed on the bed and started kissing him on his face and neck. He woke up and looked shocked seeing me..What the f**k are you doing in my bed he screamed at me...I want you I said and removed the blankets off him